( delirious pov )
As i stood there i looked into his eyes.. he was confused. Was i dreaming?
Evan: why would you ask me that?
John: No reason.
Evan: are you sure?
John: Yes. Im fine.
I said trying not to cry.
Evan: Delirious whats happened with your wrists?!
He said grabbing my hands. I had been cutting. I didnt think he would notice..
I stayed quiet and craig ran in. " Evan whats wrong?" Craig said trying to figure out why Vanoss was staring.
John: Evan its not what you think---
He hugged me. Craig saw and all i heard from that moment was a slight sniffle. Was evan really crying?
Evan said not letting me go " Why would you do this johnathan...?" I didnt respond. I just turned away and tyler pranced in. " Whats going on? " he said confused. " HE FUCKING CUT HIMSELF THATS WHATS GOING ON " Evan Yelled crying. "JOHN!" craig yelled. Tyler said " I know why..." i looked at him and said " Dont you fucking dare wildcat...please..." i begged. " He has a right to know john." Tyler said. I wasnt ready. I wasnt ready at all. " Tyler please..." i said pleading. He looked away from me and at Evan. " John is bisexual. Ive known for a while now. He is afraid you guys wont accept him."tyler said. Okay. We are getting somewhere but..is he actually gonna tell him? Goddamn tyler. You screwed me.
Well done.
Evan: well we accept him no matter what. But that doesnt explain why he cut himself. What else?
Tyler: Well..he cuts himself because of..well...He likes someone. He likes a guy who is in our group. He didnt want to ruin their friendship and he is for sure he is straight.
Craig: Who is it?
John: Please tyler...dont.
I was on the verge of tears.
Tyler: Thats not my business to tell.. delirious, tell him.
Evan: What?
John: Evan..i...
I felt like the world was zooming around me. Was i seriously gonna tell vanoss how i feel?
John: But first.. before i get into my drama. Since im saying mine. Tyler, say yours.
I was trying to stall me some time. Not only that I knew he wouldnt. Which is why i did it so that if he didnt have to tell. Neither did i.
Tyler: Fuck you delirious.
John: Do it!
Tyler: fine..
He said something under his breathe..
Tyler: fuck my life.
Craig: What tyler? Your looking at me weird.
Tyler: im gay. And i just happen to like you, Mini.
Wait. He actually did it?! Fuck. Now i have to!
Craig stood there in shock.
Craig: wait. Does this mean that...
Evan: Delirious..no...there is no way..you---
Evan said figuring it out.
John: Y-yeah..evan...i have liked you for a long time... in fact...i would consider myself...in love..
Nogla ran in and pushed me out of the way of evans view.
Nogla: Are we confessing things?!
Tyler: guess so.
Tyler was so calm. I didnt understand why he wasnt nervous.
Nogla: IM GAY AND I LIKE LUI!
Lui walked in.
Lui: what the fuck did i just hear?
Nogla: shit.
Craig: well. I guess we are all confessing about being gay. I uh..ive been gay for awhile now.
Tyler: so..do you like me?
Craig: Actually yeah..
They hugged. me and nogla felt alone in this..
Lui: i have no clue what to say.
Vanoss was silent.
Nogla: y-your staight. Its okay.
Lui: can i think about this...?
Nogla nodded and lui left the room.. evan just stood there. Looking at the ground.
Nogla: are you okay evan?
Evan: i uh. Yeah. I guess.
He looked at me and pushed passed me walking out of the room.
John: I..i messed up..bad..
Nogla: Well. Fuck it delirious. We have each other. Well, not like that. But Ya know!
John: Yeah i guess.. but what if hes mad at me?
Mini: So..Nogla are you going to be okay?
Nogla: oh fuck yeah! Ill be fine!
Tyler: What about you delirious?
I didnt know what to say. Am i going to be fine? Do i lie?
John: Thats a question i should be asking...But until further notice, ill be okay...
Nogla: Well we can go skydiving!
John: Y-yeah...but----
Wildcat: Ill do it with you guys!
Mini: count me in!
Little did i know at the time. I would be stuck.
A time loop it felt like. All i remember as we went skydiving and got home, we all played games. Although Evan didnt join us...we fell asleep on call. But when we woke up...we werent in our beds. But we were none other than clueless.. where was i? Where are they? What had happened? Am i drunk? Am i...stuck?
Thank you so much for joining me on the weird ass journey. But its not over! Its just getting started in fact. Leave some love and ill keep continuing this. Comment where you think they are? And what did happen? Stuck? We shall see.~Vanilirious
