Why Now? (matthew espinosa)

Morning babygirl

Jen's pov~

I woke up in a happy mood because for a split second i forgot about what life has to offer. when i wake up im afraid because i know im going to get hurt. i got dressed and I thought i looked pretty today, wow thats a first.

I heard taylor getting his keys and shout for me to come down.

"Come down you will be late for school." Taylor yelled.

"Okayyy." i yelled back.

I put a bunch of arranged bronze bracelets on to hide my fresh cuts from the morning before. and i gave one last look before i left.

~~~7th period~~~

"And thats the end of todays lesson have a great christmas break ill see you in january." i teacher mrs potter said as the bell rang.

I got my penny from my locker and walked off campus and stopped to put in my headphones but some one took my penny. i turned around and saw matt.

"Matt please give it back i have to get home before it starts to ra-" i got cut off by the rain. i did t bring a sweater because i was rushing.
"Here take mine." matt said taking his sweater off Nd handing both my penny and sweater to me.

"Is this a joke or something, just give me my board so i can leave before you r moron friends show up." he gave me my board and i turned around and saw nash.

~~~Matts pov~~~

I wasn't trying to hurt her i have said some things but I've never laid a finger on her because i like her alot. the boys beat her everyday try to stop them but they don't listen i try and help her but shes to scared to listen. Nash threw punches at her and i couldn't believe what i saw. Hew bracelets fell off and i just kicked bash in his ribs and i grabbed her and carried her home.

I put her board by the door and set her on the couch and just treated her cuts and i kissed her scars and fresh cuts, she had a shocked expression on her face when i looked up at her.

"Why now?" She said.

"What do you mean?" I asked.

"Why would you care now?" She said, it broke my heart.

"I always have, you were just to scared to see that." i replied.

She just smiled.

~~~jenns pov~~~

I was in so much pain. OMFG MY BRACELETS. i woke up and looked at my wrists, and i saw something that fixed a piece of me, Matthew was kissing my cuts and scars, when he was done her rad a finger over them, i was so shocked. he looked up at me, and smiled. i asked him why now and he just looked hurt. after 15 min pass i fell asleep i woke up around 9 and i realized that I'm sleeping next to Matthew resting my head on his chest, i saw his shirt it was all wet from were my eyes were, i guess i was crying. I got uo and cleaned my face and put make up on and i matt just walked under the door way.

"You don't need any make up you are perfect the way you are.....