Why Now? (matthew espinosa)

I'm so sorry

Matthew's Pov:

"You don't need make up you are perfect the way you are" I said.

"No Matt I'm not and I can't leave the house like this." she said.

"Okay, bit just a little."I said
I walked down stairs and since it was winter break I decide just me and her souls go to Disneyland or something.

"Ba-uh Chach can u come down for a split sec?"

"Comin!!" She yelled back.

I saw her and she looked nice today so I didn't need to tell her to dress a little fancy.

"Yeah, Matt what do u want?" She said smiling.

"Uh would you go to Disneyland with me today I just thought it would be good to get your mind off things?" I said hoping she would say yes.

"OMG!!!! Yes but as long as I pay for myself" she added quickly. I wanted to pay for her because I saved all this Money for her.

"No, I will pay, I want to make you happy." the last part slipped out.

"Oh, uh okay, thank you so FRIKEN much." she came down and kissed my cheek and went back up. I just started smiling Lila and idiot and packed my stuff were going to stay there for about 3-4 days.

~~~~~when we got there~~~~~

JENNS POV:

Holy shit, I haven't been here in like 6 years wow okay. it's beautiful especially with all the holiday decorations and then my face went to happy and excited to terrified and sad.

"Babe, ca-can we g-go, somewhere else." I said to matt.

"Uh why what's wrong?" He said questioning.

"Uh I tell you later." I said and just held his and really tight until he said we can leave and go to the the other side of the park.

We walked to were all the hotels are. we walked in got a room and then Matt told me we were staying for about 4 days.

"Matt, can I tell you something?" I asked him trying not to cry. He was facing the other way. it was pitch dark and the 4 days start in the morning. it wasn't that late it was about 7:30. we were just laying in the dark on our phones.

"What's wrong?" He immediately tuned around with a worried face. I told him.

~~flashback~~

"COME DOWN HERE JENN!" My ex boyfriend yelled for me. I walked down stairs and he threw his glass of coca cola at me. It hit me in the head, and he laughed.

"Bring me more, and get ready for tonight." he said referring he was going to rape me.

"What do you mean, tonight?" I managed to choke out.

"DONT FUCKING QUESTION ME YOU DUMB WORTHLESS BITCH, NO WONDER YOU MOM AND DAD LEFT BECAUSE THEY DID WANT A USLESS FILTHY BITCH LIKE YOU!!" He yelled while he pushed me against the wall and started to choke me. everything started to blur I was so close to dy-d-

~~end of flashback~~

I couldn't finish, I was crying uncontrollably but that wasn't the end of the story.

"M-matt, HE RAPED ME!" I yelled crying harder. I heard him get up and clim into my bed he wrapped he arms around my waist and I put my hands on his chest and I buried my head in his chest and cried.

"Shhhh, it will be okay I promise I will protect you and keep you safe."

We both just fell asleep like that.

MATTS POV:

I woke up earlier than Jenn she looked so happy. why? She poured her emotions and her past out yesterday to me and I feel terrible, I just want to protect her. she looks so happy and I'm glad she is but it's strange.

"I just walked into the bathroom and showered and brushed my hair and teeth and blah blah, I got dressed and she woke up and got ready too she wore (what's in the pic) I don't know why she wore sweats and a float tank and vans yesterday but whatever asking as she feels good.

We went and rode rides and ate, overall we only sat on like two rides and ate pretzels and came back, it was a chill day, but when we came back we saw...............

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