Why Now? (matthew espinosa)

School

JANNS POV:

I fell asleep on the balcony and shawn i guess carried me to my bed, when i woke up this morning i went and got ready so i could be on my way to the first day of school so yup break is over and im on my way to school but im leaving for home school in a few days and i cant friken wait and so im going to be making a good impression of myself. So i got ready and put on my outfit (pic in the beginning😊) today is my first day and it early release but theres like two more days after that then im done and i cant eat wake up and slack off a little more.

Since we were at the hotel i had cameron and the jacks to help me pack the rest if my stuff since i hadn't finished unpacking yesterday when i uhh........you know.

Jack pulled out a black bra with a layer if lace on it and a black thong. i only wore that when i had a dress to wear to a party so no underwear lines.

"You gunna pack this too?" jack said with a smirk making cam and Johnson both turn and start laughing.

"JACK, and yes i am going to pack those!" I yelled, i could feel my cheeks turning beet red.

"Hahaha shes blushing!" Jack saud and started laughing.

I got mad and stormed to the bathroom. i cant believe jack did that why would he embarrass me like that in front of the boys. Now they are gunna think im some kind if slut.

"Jenn? Babe please open the door its cameron." i let cam in and he saw me just sitting behind the door.

"Jenn jack didn't mean to make you embarrassed he just wanted ti make you laugh." cam tried to make me feel better and it worked, kinda. Hes like a brother to me.

"Yeah but, now you guys think im a total slut just cause i have a thong." i said letting cam know that i know what hes thinking.

"What?! No we dont think if you like that at all, to be honest we find it kind of hot." cam said with a laugh at the end i turned red and slapped him on the arm laughing.

We went back into the room and jack tackled me in a big hug.

"IM SORRY IM SORRY IM SORRY I DIDNT MEAN TO DO THAT!!" Jack yealled while hugging me.

"Its okay jack." i said laughing.

"Oh good, i though you were mad." he said.

"No just embarrassed." i chuckled.

We finished packing and checked out and now i was on my way to school. It was now around 7:15 and i had to me be there before 9:00. The boys dropped me off and took my stuff back to the house. I made it and i have ten minuets. i walked in and knew, already hate, hate, hate, and more hate.

"Shes so ugly, a whore, fake bitch, suicidal, user, worthless." i heard them all, every word from the book you name it, it was said. But i wont let it get to me because i know for a FACT that this will be over very soon.

I walked out of sixth period and i was going to seventh. i sat in my old seat. The fake hoe who fucked my ex boyfriend sat behind the seat next ti me she thew a looonngg note at me and i, being the curious dumbass i am read all of it.
It read~

Dear bitch,
Your a worthless piece of trash you cant do shit for yourself you think your strong enough to get though the weej but you weak af you are fat, ugly, slutty, and your so worthless nobody on planet earth will love you, you were a failed abortion jenn...................it hit me hard,

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CLIFFHANGER KINDA, BUT IM BACK AND IT FEELS GOOD