•speechless•||•mariano castano•

p a r t f o u r t e e n🖤.

🖤speechless🖤.

third person pov:

the young girl woke up earlier than usual. maybe it's because she slept early. she checked her phone to see if anyone messaged her. if mar messaged her.

someone did message her. but it wasn't mar. it was samy.

samy😚:
paige i'm so sorry.

paige✨🚬:
what do you mean?

paige was a bit confused but shrugged it off as the message was sent last night. maybe he was high or sum shit.

she decided she was going to go to the house to surprise them w breakfast.

she got changed and left. she decided she would walk to their house as it was only down the street.

once she got there she heard moaning. yes get in there samy she thought to herself. 
maybe that's what he meant when he said i'm sorry. maybe he knew she was going to go over to the house and hear them.

she took the pancake mix and started making pancakes. once she was done she went upstairs with a plate of pancakes for her and mar to share.

she walked towards mars room. once she opened the door she froze. as if life was moving slowly. she became weak and the plate of pancakes hit the ground making the plate smash into millions of pieces. just like her heart.

mars head snapped towards the door. once he saw the young girl regret filled his eyes.

paige turned around and ran down the stairs, tears streaming down her eyes.
he regretted everything. but the only thing she regrets is not bringing her car.

she got home and broke down. her sobs leaving her breathless. she cried so much to the point where she couldn't cry no more. just pain.

she knew it was wrong but it felt so right at the time. she's probably being dramatic but when it came to paige, she wouldn't just let someone fuck her then "cheat" even if she was drunk or high. she thought they had something special.

clearly she was wrong. she always is.

⚠️ trigger warning ⚠️!!!

she dragged her body upstairs and into her bathroom.

she unlocked her safe and pulled out her things. by things her razor blades.

she pulled one out and held it to her wrist.

paige's pov:

i couldn't handle the pain. it brought back to many memories. memories of my ex. how he abused me, raped me, cheated on me.

i sliced my wrist. one for mar, once for that bitch, one for my ex and one for samy.

blood gushing out my wrists as i sat in the corner and cried.

i felt faint. dizzy. but mainly pain. it was indescribable.

so many thoughts ran through my brain. so many until my vision and mind turned went blank.

👀 fuckmar