WHY DO OLDER GUYS LIKE ME?!?! (editing)

i hate school

HEY GUYS!!! PIC OF Emit on side!!!

I DONT REALLY HAVE MUCH TO SAY!!

OH BUT I CHANGED LILITH'S NEW NAME IS LILLY!!

OH AND THE OFFICIAL THEME SONG FOR THIS BOOK IS JAR OF HEARTS BY CHRISTINA PERRI 

SOME ONE SUGGESTED IT!

HERE U GO

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Emit pov...

".... While I'm thinking I think we should take a break..." her voice echoes in my head, even after she stumbled away.

I thought I was getting her back when she called me. That she was finally gona give in.

Boy was I wrong.

I hit the steering wheel with my fists. WHAT DID I DO??

I need to get her back, make her beg me to.... yeah, she was going to scream my name or regret not doing it. I will make her pay, and I think I know how to do it, while pissing off her new boy toy too.

Yep this was defiantly going to work.

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Casey's pov

I thought I was walking home when I stumbled off the beach, but instead off turning right I went left.

I was going to Lilly's house.  I needed my best friend, who I hadn't seen in what felt like months.

The walk wasn't long, but it felt like ages.

My feet hurt, my head hurt and I couldn't stop crying. I didn't even know why I was.

I mean it was good that I dumped him right?

I knock on the door of Lilly's town house and thankfully she answers.

Her eyes widen when she sees me, tears streaming down my cheeks.

She grabs my arm and with out a word drags me into her house.

"What happened?"

"I was at the beach with Emit and I broke up with him..." I cry.

She nods and hand me a cup full of chocolate milk, our break up heart break drink. All part off the therapy.

I take a drink and take a deep breath. I close my eyes and when I open them I was sure I was all cried out.

"Thank you." I say and she just nods.

I was expecting an 'I told you so', but she never said a word.

I smile to myself she was a good friend, more then I deserved.

We don't say much for the rest of the night just random talking and gossiping, avoiding all things boy.

And during that time we must have drifted off to sleep, because I woke up the next morning on the couch in her room. She was already getting ready for school.

CRAP TODAY WAS MONDAY!!!!!!

Grrrr, freaking jizz monkey!!!

I jump off the couch and Lilly throws me some clothes.

I change into them and we run down stairs, I had to fix my makeup in the car.

But we weren't late.

In all the classes I had with Collin, he didn't talk to me, just stared out a window or at his desk.

Man I screwed up bad.

By lunch I was tired and ready to leave. Homework was annoying, and so far I had it in every class. Great....

The rest of the day I stayed quiet and just listened waiting for the last bell to ring, and when it did I took off out the door.

Lilly meet me at my locker and asked if I would go to the sophomore soccer practice with her. She wanted to watch her boy friend Leo.

I agreed and we walk that way.

"So how was today." She asks as she tosses her backpack over her shoulder.

"Suckish, I had way too many classes with Collin, way to much home work and I didn't see Chris at all which means he ditched today and stayed home." I whine, wincing at how naggy I sounded.

"He's probably fine, you're going to live and eventually Collin will get over it and move on." She sighs as we get closer to the field.

We climb the bleachers that are almost identical too the ones I fell down. We sit down and watch as the team slowly gathers on the field.

"What number is Leo?" I ask not really caring.

"21." She says giddily.

The coach blows his whistle and the player separate and half start taking off there shirts.

"Whoa, shirts VS skins has to be the most amazing thing ever invented for sports!" Lilly exclaims excitedly.

I sigh in agreement.

The rest of the practice was boring other then the shirtless guy thing. Me and Lilly talked about the homework and how completely in love she thought she was. Leo waved every now and then and she waved back and giggled. Wow is that what all couples looked like. I shiver.

After the practice we trudged down the bleachers and Lilly immediately ran to Leo and jumped on him. I roll my eyes.

They walk over hand in hand. "Leo this is my amazing best friend Casey." She says dropping his hand so he can shake mine.

"hey." I say shaking his back and to tell you the truth he was hot.

He had short dark brown hair in a spiked up in the front style like emit's.  His face was just over all gorgeous and if he wasn't already taken he was stare worthy.

She takes his hand again and we walk down the path that leads top the parking lot.

We walk quietly until a giggle breaks it.

I raise an eyebrow and slow my walk.

"Chill babe, not here." I hear a voice say. It chills me and I regret stopping to listen.

But I still follow the voice until I see a girl with a black mop of curly hair all over the guy, who is wearing light blue faded jeans with holes in them. He has on a black tank top and a black beanie.

My jaw drops as the guy looks up, and jealousy fills my in sides and I have no idea why. I broke up with him didn't I?

Emits eyes meet mine and he smiles like he just won a battle.

My eyes start to fog and I turn and run away but not before hearing, "okay molly it's been fun but I really need to go now." He says. My heart stops. I needed to tell Milo.

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gona post soon!!  

oh and i want to thank every one of my fans because i now hav over a hundred and i litterly screamed and fell out of my chair when i found out now my mom thinks i hav issues!! lol and i was number 97 on the hot list!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!