HEY!!!
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!1
i AM NUMBER 81 ON WHATS HOT!!!!!!!
THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU!!
okay deep breaths!! im calm..
sorry, i was just sooo happy!!!
any way here is the new chapter!!
a pic of chris is on the side!!!
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Chrises pov
They say there are stages to dealing with a death of some one close.
Well I was definitely going through those stages.
Stage one, denial.
Yep I hit that one Monday morning when I woke up.
I knew she was dead, I had seen them get her car from the river, but I still couldn’t believe it was Cam. I refused to believe it was her.
My mom sat on the couch with me for two hours while I cried, and I haven’t cried since I was 11 and my fish exploded.
[It got some rare fish diesis and just went boom.]
The crying happened in the second stage, I don’t know what it’s called but it had a name; and it sucked.
After that; the guilt stage. The one I’m currently in, I don’t think I’ll ever leave this one, because it was my fault she did it, whether it was on purpose or not. I broke he heart when I was being dumb, and it killed her.
I will forever take responsibility for that. Nothing will change the way I feel; how stupid and regretful I am.
I hit my fist against the wall again and wipe angrily at tears,
I’m tired of crying! I need to talk to some one. I need to forget for one minuet how I caused her to die. The love of my life, dead, and its all my fault.
But who would I possibly talk to?
Casey was at Lilly’s, James was at practice and I have no idea where Tom keeps going, but when he goes it’s impossible to find him.
I sigh and scroll through my contacts.
I smile at one, the girl with the black hair and pretty eyes, she was perfect.
“Hello?” she asks as she picks up after the second ring.
“Hey can I come over I need some one to hand out with?” I ask tapping my fingers on the desk.
“Sure!” she says and her voice sounds animated, much more so then when she talked about emit.
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WHY DO OLDER GUYS LIKE ME?!?! (editing)
Teen FictionCasey is starting her high school career, with three protective brothers, all older then her. But that is the least of her worries after she meets Emit, a hot junior and off limits by her brothers. Things go bad really fast and she finds her world c...
