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BRITTS POV

I sighed and agreed to meet Connor even though I knew what was gonna happen...

I would go all of them would be there they would beat the shot out of me my angle will save me and life will go on as shit. I started yo rethink if I should do this as I was penyboarding. I finally decided to not go but as I turned around connorrs car was directly behind me. Shit I'm gonna die today I thought.

I turned to run but before I could Connor was by me and grabbed my arm. "Hop in." He said and I could see he had been crying. The streaks the tests left were still on his face and he kept sniffing. "W-why." I asked afraid he would pull out a gun or just run me over any second.

"Well we aren't both gonna fit on that penny board are we?" He asked and smiled.

I sighed again and got in the car. "OK but my sister knows who I'm with in case I go missing." I said buckling my seat belt. He smiled but I could tell he was hurt.

"Actually that's what I wanna talk to you about." He said fidgeting with his fingers. "Shit. I knew it your gonna kill me!" I said starting yo panic. He smiled a little then sniffed again. "No, no um mm I'm sorry about... Well you know everything." He said glancing at me.

"W-what?" I asked. "I said I'm sorry about beating you up and being a dick with the other guys I know it was horrible of me and I feel worthless... Please forgive me." He said then took a deep breath and looked at me.

"Are you smoking pot?!" I yelled and he looked down. "You beat the fuck out ta me I almost had to go to the hospital!" I yelled and he teared up again.

I know this is horrible of me but I really didn't care he beat me he deserved to cry him and his boy toys put me through hell.

He started crying in his hands and sobbing "you don't understand I'm sorry! Please!" He talked and I got out and ran Dow n the street back to my house. And didn't look back.

When I got there I was out of breath and crying a bit. I know I cry a lot but you would to!

"Britt guess wh- oh my god are you OK?!" Michael asked comment out of the kitchen with a bowl of popcorn. "N-no where's Lexi?!" I asked between tears and he showed me a bote she wrote. Ugh.

I explained everything to Michael that Connor said. "Well maybe a movie night can help." he said with a smile.

I smiled and shook my head yes. He turned on toy story. "little kid. " I said laughing. "and you aren't?" he said a little giggle at the end.

Then he pressed his lips against mine again I tried to push him off but he wouldn't budge. Finally I got away and ran to the other side of the room. "what the hell Micheal?!" I yelled as He stood up. "come on you like me I can tell! We hang out all the time." he said then pressed his lips against mine again.

"stop. " I said pushing him, only to have him come right back. "go away! " I shouted trying to get him away but failing.

Then all the sudden somebody came over and threw him off me.

"get out! " the person yelled and Micheal laughed "make me. " and then all I heard were grunts and the door open and slam shut.

"hey you OK? " I hear but don't care who it is, I just wrap my arms around the person and cry into them. " when I finally look up I see Connor.

"what the hell are you doing here? " I asked and he smiled. "your welcome he said sarcastically. "I'm serious. " I say getting mad.

"you left you Penny board in my car. Now do you forgive me? I mean I kinda just saved your life." he asked smiling still

I shook my head I mean he kinda did so I had to at least until he kills me again.

"listen the reason why I came to my senses was my sister to be honest." he said and explained everything. I felt so bad he was crying and everything so I hugged him. "and when I thought that's what we were doing to you and that we could make you want to ki-" he broke off in tears and I rubbed his back "I would never forgive myself. " he whispered. And I smiled "I forgive you. " I said and he looked up and we hugged.

Connor decided he would stay and finish the movie with me incase icheal comes back but I think it's just bc he likes Toy Story.

After that awkward show was over. he looked up at me. "wanna go to get something to eat?" he asked with a little smile at the end. I knew I couldn't say no so I just sighed and shook my head yes.

When we got there we ate... Of course. And we acctually had alot in common. There wasn't one awkward moment!

Then we went out to the car, Connor parked around back because he said it makes him feel safer. When we got there kian was standing by it with the others.

"Connor we thought this was yours wanna come and-wait what's that slut doing with you?! " he asked not noticing my existance till mid sentence.

"false I'm not a slit. Slut's are people that sleep with everybody and I'm a virgin. Look it up. " I said snarkily and Connor laughed I then looked at him shocked.

"y'all I know Connor it's funny how she is a virgin still. " kian said and Connor laughed more and I put my head down just like with Sam I'm so stupid. They are all the same.

"no I'm laughing because you just lost your virginity last year and Trevor hasn't lost his yet nor have I and the others lost theirs recently also. " he said smiling and all the boys stopped, it was silent for a while.

"who the hell do you think you are? " asked kian walking up to him and he moved closer to kian also "come on we all know you won't hurt me. You forgive me couldnt, not me or any of these boys. " Connor said and kian put his hand on Connors shoulder "now we all know you don't want to do this come on let's just go and leave this slut to die. " he said smiling at me and Connor hit his hand off. "I do sorry but me and my friend are leaving he said grabbing my hand about to guide me to the car our hands interlocked.

When Sam punched him in the eye. "Sam what the hell?! " jct yelled. Then Sam just ran away and they all chased him. "oh my god Connor are you OK?!" I yelled and he handed me the keys and told me to drive.

So I did when we got to my house I got a bag of frozen peas and brought them to him for his eye and we just sat there in silence for a little he finally broke it when he said " so do I look like a bad assets now. " I laughed as Connor made a tough face and put up his muscles. We talked a while but eventually he did have to go.

I decided to get on twitter and on it I saw what Michale posted on it.:

@michale_1 : this nasty bitch tried to fuck me! Like damn get threw your head nobody loved you hoe. So close dem legs.

What. A. Dick. I just favorites it to try to make him think I don't care and I don't need him... But I really do..or did I guess. He has been my best friend since 5th grade! But I have Connor now and that feels amazing to have a true friend again. Or I hope so at least.

There was nothing else to do so I decided to make a YouTube video.

"hey guys what's up its Britt, and today was better then any day ever was! So my last video was my very first video I have ever made. And I want to thank you all for the support you have given me. But I actually made a friend today that stood up a guy trying to mess with me, and to my bullies. He even got a black eye while doing this. So I think he is on YouTube his name is Connor Franta and I just recently decided I would look at his videos and they are amazing I never knew how great his videos would be!! So if you aren't go subscribe to him! And I just want to say thank kids you to Connor what you did took guts and I don't know how to repay you! But I just wanted to keep y'all updated and make sure you guys know not everyone Eryn day I'd bad and good things will come your way! I love you all stay beautiful and be yourself no matter the concicuince! Byeee!!"

I did need to thank kids Connor that was amazing what he did it was like something my angle would do..... Wait is Connor... My angel.?

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