Please love me, again [JINKOOK]

Miracle

• ONE •

Beep..beep..beep...

The sound of machines filling the hospital room. Jin is here now lying on the bed in a state of unconsciousness. White blankets cover up to the waist. It's been 5 years since the accident and caused her to be in a coma until now. Mr Kim always here, accompany him from day to day. Even he is tired, he try the best for he lovely son.

Mr Kim wiped his hands and put them on his lips. He kissed her hand. He held back her tears as he gently rubbed her son's hand with his index finger.

"How long son?" he put his son's hand back on the side of Jin.

"How much longer appa have to wait? How long have you been unconscious? Don't you miss me? 5 years Jinnie, come on dear" the tears that were being held were flowing out of the old man's eyes.

Doctor come to monitor the condition of Jin and the Mr Kim out from the room to go the cafe to fill his empty stomach. He stepped on his foot heavily because he was too concerned about his son's condition. Thinking too much about what will happen next. He's too old to bear the company. He really needs her son right now to take over all this. But no sign of his son will wake up right now. Messed up. Mr Kim came back to Seokjin ward with coffee and kimbap in his hand.

Put food on the table beside the bed. Lean on head and close her eyes for a moment to relieve the burden now. The sound of knocking and the door being opened distracted him. He open her eyes and looked at the doctor who treated Seokjin incoming with smile and walked toward him.

He look at the paper in his hand and clean his throat before starting the conversation. "We wanted to tell you this from the beginning but you came out so we're waiting for you to come back here."

The doctor looked deep into Mr Kim eyes "I checked him earlier and we got a hint that he might be wake up. Maybe.. We can't give you 100% confidence, but you can pray to make this easier. As I said before. not many people survive after suffering from coma for 5 years" he smilled bitterly.

"But you can assure me that my son will wake up, right?" Mr Kim grasped the sheets and held back her tears. He misses her son so much now.

"Yeah it's possible but i can't make any promises to you. That's it i want to talk to you about her condition today. If you want anything or something happen, just press the button okay" he smile and pointing his index finger toward the button to the left of the Seokjin's head.

Mr Kim nodding and looking blankly at the doctor who wanted to leave the room.

As the doctor tried to turn the door knob, he turned his body towards Mr Kim. "Miracles always happen Mr Kim. Just have to be patient and don't try to give up easily" he smile and out from the vip room.

Mr Kim take a deep breath. To be honest, he gave up on all this. But he choose to remain and stay patient by hoping for a miracle in his favor. Seokjin his one and only one son and her heirs. No one else. Her wife had passed away several years before this incident. Died because of breast cancer. And Seokjin know this too. Her son have a depression for a moment because he's too close to her mother. It because her mother was always at home raising her while Mr Kim didn't have time for her son and wife just because work too hard.

And now when this all happened, Mr Kim don't know how to handle this because Seokjin and her don't have a good relationship. This all because of her own mistake. Regret. That's how he feel right now.

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Jin POV

I open my eyes for the first time after coma. I held my head because of the pain I was feeling. I slowly turned my head towards the old man who smiling looking at me. Maybe my dad. After receiving treatment and doctor's advice, I was told that I had memory loss. There are so many things I can't remember but there are as few as I can remember, my childhood memories. The old man calling himself as Appa helped me lean and put a pillow behind me on the head of the bed to lean on. He handed me a glass of water. I didn't hesitate a bit and went straight for a drink.

I handed him an empty glass and he laid his back on the bed and faced me. "How do you feel? Do you feel dizzy or have a headache? Want more water?" he asked softly and worriedly. I just shook my head and smiled. about him I don't remember. Who is my mom, my family or my siblings? Relatives and friends; including how my life was before I was in a coma. Am I a bad person? Bad guy without dignity? How many sins have I committed? Am I done studying? There was a lot I wanted to know but my Appa refused to tell me until I discharged from the hospital. I don't talk much or refuse. Just take it easy and follow it all for my sake and my own health.

My dad gave me some space to rest and left me alone. As I was about to lie down, I saw a note and a flower on the table next to my head. I got up and sat down and took it. I gently caressed the flower petals. Somehow I really liked the color, the texture and the smell. Make me calm and peaceful. I think, I don't like this flower; a lily tiger, and other flower. I just like sunflower and rose. Exactly and it's weird.

I took it all out of my head and returned the smell of the flower and enjoyed its beauty. I placed the flower well on my thigh and opened the folds of the note.

Jinnie, thank you for your determination. Thanks for coming to your senses. I miss you, always.

-Love-

Love? I closed my eyes. Am I have a boyfriend or girlfriend? This is from who? Cousin? Friend? But it imposibble because her words make me so calm more than friends or what ever. I sigh and try to remember anything if I have a boyfriend before? Or maybe girlfriend? Shit I can't remember anything. Who are you and where are you? Why you just didn't come to visit me here if you know my condition now?

I folded it back and placed it with the flower on the table. I put my arm over my forehead and closed my eyes. There is no power to remember everything. And lazy to know. I don't care. If you are important, then we'll see each other again. Yes.

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So do you think who give a letter and flower to Seokjin? Friends or her lover? Thankyou for reading im appreciate it. Wait for next chapter borahae❤