Please love me, again [JINKOOK]

Adopted child

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Jin POV

I drove the car back home to pick up the necessities of writing a novel. Within minutes of being on the road, I arrived home but I wondered why appa's car was parked in the parking lot.

I parked next to dad's car. Raise my sleeves and see the wrist watch. This time, appa should be in his office.

Why appa still here? Today is a public day. Not the weekend.

I arranged the steps up the stairs to my room. I took everything without leaving any important items. I put it in a white bag and put it on my left shoulder. I went down the stairs to my dad's room. To check his condition. But there was nobody in that big room.

I turned and walked to my dad's mini office in the corner of the basement. Dad usually does that. If he's not in the room, he has to be in his own office or in the garden. Appa been like that since my mom died. He will spend time and calm her mind by planting flowers, watering or doing something.

As I expect, the delicate figure of my appa is facing a man dressed in black coat. The door is not closed. The back of the man's body was facing me. The body of the man is really fine. Not too big and not too small. Has a shoulders firm. Her hair is thick, black and her hair is like... coconut? I don't know but I like her style. My type.

After satisfying scan the mystery man, I slowly knocked the door. But it can be heard from inside because of the quiet room. Is this appa talking about work or staring at each other? Very quietly. Even whispers can be heard.

Appa raised his head and moved towards me. Now, appa is standing right in front of me. His hands were in his pants pocket. "You're home early today? I don't think it's been two hours?"

"Hm. My class cancel last minute appa. I'm dressed up smart today. Wearing new clothes, my hair style is neat but everything was destroyed in one minute. I am disappointed." I crossed my arms in my chest and pout my lip.

Appa little chuckle for my reason. "You're like a kid, Jinnie. You're all grown up now. It was just like yesterday that I was carrying you in my arm."

"I'm not a kid anymore. I am a big boy. Masculine man." I put my thumb and index finger on my chin. Teasing appa by lifting both my eyebrows.

"Whatever. You said you grew up, but why you still want to act like a kid? Whining and pout lips like a baby just because you were neatly dressed smart and your lecturer canceled your class today? Doesn't that show that you're still a little boy? A very strong reason, isn't it?"

"Yeah yeah appa win okay. I don't have time to fight with your word. I will give you gift as your victory okay appa?" I grunts and raise my feet a little to see my ideal type of man inside. Because my dad's body was thick and dad was taller than me, I had to raise my feet. The man didn't even turn around and didn't say a word since i was at this door.

Appa said and smiles teasingly. "Ggukie is his names. That's the guy's name in the office. You want to meet her? I can introduce to you now."

"No no. I-i just curious who the guy in your office. But nah it's okay since i know now. Em I have to go now appa." I hesitated a bit to answer dad's question. Nervous.

Who doesn't know her nickname as Ggukie in this family? He is dad's adopted son. I don't know since when because appa never talked about it. Appa only said he have an adopted child. Older than me. Appa always want me to meet him a few times, but I didn't have enough time to think about anything else besides learning, study and assignment. Who says studying in college is easy thing?

Not only that, appa wanted me to get to know him better. Because the guy has the advantage that the other guy out there doesn't. In fact, appa wants to make me up with him. I know appa really wants that to happen, because he is very serious when talk about that. But I rejected it because I was young and never thought about ending my single life.

"You say there is no class today? Where do you want to go? "Dad asked as his eyes directed to my bag.

"Ah I want go to cafe. Write a novel. You know I love writing novels right? I just don't want to publish it anymore."

"Many times dad wants to help you realize your dream of becoming a writer, but you refuse the offer. Massive loss."

"I'm not rejecting sustenance, I'm just not ready yet I'm still a student. If I'm a graduate, I accept your offer. Give me time to think. And if I want, I will tell you that. Em if you still give me a chance, maybe?" I'm giggle.

"Okay anything you want dear. As long as I life, I will fulfill your request. Take care, say 'Hello' to my cafe worker okay." he patted my shoulder gently.

I just nodded and saw my dad closing the door. As my eyes focused on his small office, I could see Jungkook turning to face me. When he had just turned around, the office door was closed.

I sigh because I can't see it. As long as i was aware of the coma, I never saw his face. Whether it's handsome or not, I don't know. It may seem strange, but that's the way it is.

Third POV

Mr. Kim walked into the office and smiled at her adopted son. Her adoptive face are a bit pale. Mr. Kim knows what's troubling her son's mind.

"Is that Seokjin?" Jungkook asked when Mr. Kim sit on the office chair in front of her.

Mr. Kim smiled and nodded. "Do you miss her?"

Jungkook lowered his head and look at her fingers and unconsciously started to cry in tears.

"Yes, I miss him a lot. Misses her countless times. But for his safety, I have to stand it and pretend to be a strong man."

"I never forced you to hide your identity. I can't bear to see you tortured. Think back to all of this before it pierced your heart. We can tell Seokjin the truth. So you two don't have to get hurt. I once thought that if Seokjin knew the truth, would he forgive me for not telling him this big secret?" Mr. Kim looking at Jungkook in hopes of changing Jungkook's proposal from the beginning.

"No dad. I think that can make things more worse. I'm more concerned about his safety than regret later for not telling him the truth."

Mr. Kim caresses Jungkook's hair and soothes his crying.

I'm proud of you. Hope everything is easy and not complicated. Mr. Kim whispered in her heart.