Please love me, again [JINKOOK]

Myself

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Jin POV

I slid my back on the bed after I finished cleaning. The headache now disappears after being able to refresh. As always, a flower and a note were left on the table. Without thinking long, I reached and smelled the flower as usual and read the writing on the note. Why this person never stop giving me a note and flower? Even her know I never give a message or something for my return? Carefully I read a note.

Babe? How you feel today? I miss you so much. Please take a good care. We'll see together soon, iloveyou❤

-Love-

I don't know how I have to feel now. I'm happy and I love it even though I don't know who sent the note. Feeling calm and overwhelmed by the sweet verse. Like I can hear her voice in my ear. I smile and take all the note.

I stood up to pull out the sheets and put on a neat pillow. It has always been a matter of urgency for me even though the nurse or cleaner can handle this. I take all the notes and put them in my bag. While the vase containing flowers divided by mystery person I brought home once. It's been 4 days i'm here after I wake and i'm discharged from the hospital today.

"Come son we have go right now. It's raining outside. Everything is packing right? Nothing left? I don't want to come here to get your things baby. I would let the others take or throw your thing away." Appa smile at me for make some fun. But i don't know why i think it's no funny? Hm.

And what i notice after the accident, I don't think me and my appa have a good relationship? Not I mean we not too close or I may less affectionate than her before this? I can't think too much because it's can make me headache. So I calm and give her bitter smile and follow her to the car.

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I slid off the bed after helping the maid clean the house. I turned my body to the right and my eyes were fixed on the flower pots on the table next to the head of my bed. It's been a week since I got back from the hospital. No sign or hint from the sender of this note and flower. No news. My appa came out early in the morning to finish some of his office work. I looked blankly at the ceiling and remembered my dad said this morning.

I have something to talk to you tonight. I told the maid to prepare dinner. Wait for me in the dining room, i'll be back soon. Appa smiled at me and patted my shoulder. I just nodded and sent appa to the front of the house.

I close my eyes and try to calm myslef. What is my appa want to say to me? What if i'm not her real son? Or am I a rebellious child? I don't have friends or i'm married? I'm so worried and I think a lot causing my pules in my head right now. I took my phone from the back pocket of my jean and saw what time it was. Is showing at 5 pm and appa will be back by 7 pm. there are only a few hours left.

I decided to take a shower and come down to help my maid for prepare dinner. I don't know how close I was to him or not before, but I try to be nice and close the distance between me and this assistant. Who knew he could help me recover my lost memory? No one knows, right?

After a few hours of waiting my appa, he comes with his briefcase and put down to the sofa. The maid moved quickly and took a briefcase and put it in appa's small office. Appa sat in front of me and asked me to eat. We would chat after a meal and while relaxing in the living room.

"So, let's discuss this thing" appa clear her throat and looking at me.

I'm gulp and little shiver. "Yeah what you want to discuss appa? Am i doing something wrong or-"

"No. Appa just want you go back to your college for continue your study." I frown, trying to process his sentence. He smiled as if understanding my face reaction and immediately connected his sentence. "Before the accident. You were in the second year of the study, so you can't finish it because you were in a coma for five years dear. Appa know you blank now, but appa just want the best for your future. Get a study from the beginning. At least you get a certificate of appreciaton and if you want to continue a study journey, then it's up to you."

I nodded. So I am a student in college before. Yeah so I have a many friends before right? "Okay appa. I just follow what you want, and yes I want to continued my study even I have to start from the beginning." I smile and appa hug me tightly and kiss my forehead two times.

"Thanks dear. I just want you to help me managing our company. You are my only hope dear because you are my heir. One and only one." Appa pulled back my body and hugged me firmly. He kissed my forehead twice and my cheeks left and right, again. My face is red like a tomato when he do that to me.

"Hey are you embarrassed of me? What's going on dear? Don't you miss my kiss huh? Hahaha" he pinch my nose softly and chuckle.

"I'm going bed now. Next week you can go to college Jin. You just have to be ready and I'll take care of everything. Don't worry, it's not hard to find new friends, is it? Go to bed don't think too much" He cares my hair and stepped up the stairs to her room.

Too many question I want to ask appa. And appa just know what i'm thinking because before I want to talk something, he eagerly to leave me alone. I didn't take it too much. So many days will coming so I can ask her anytime I want.

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Im bad in English right? Haha i try my best to handle my grammar and i use google translate to help me too. Kekeke. Thankyou for reading.