Classic love ( ForthBeam)

Ch 37.3

So 37 is having sub's because all this is happening on the same time Or days
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"Let's break up" Phana said with tears that are ready to burst from him

"What??" Wayo was confused

"Yes, we should have a break" Phana

"But.. I thought you.. love me" Wayo stuttered

"Yes I do... But.. But you.. But you don't Wayo... You don't love me" Phana

"No.. It's.. " Wayo was cut by Phana

"No Yo.. You don't.. You are just confused.. May be because I keep pestering you.. Maybe it's because you see me everyday.." Phana could not hold back any more, his tears won, they flue down

"Wayo.. I love you.. Love you a lot.. And I want you to love me toooo... But.." Phana lifted his hand to Wayo's face, to hold Wayo in his palm..

Phana's hands were near... But it never held Wayo's face.. Inches apart it was held still by weeping Phana

"Yoo... I am not even allowed to... touch you" Phana broke down, crying hard

Wayo just realized, what he did to Phana.. He thought Phana was okay with Wayo's behavior.. He never knew his lover was suffering him self all this time..

'I deserve this.. I did this to him.. He loved me.. But I did this to him..' Wayo thought.. He heart broken

"So what now?" Wayo

"Please.. Let's start over..  I will change.. We can do this" Wayo's heart wished to hear

"Let's just.. Let's break for some time.. See if you still love me.. If you.. If you love.. Me.." Phana withdraw his hand

'I love you.. so much.. And only you..' Wayo thought, but never spoke out instead he asked

"How long??" Wayo

"I don't know.. Maybe days.. Weeks.. Or months.. I don't know.. But.. I will wait for you to love me.." Phana

"I will wait for you.. For however long it takes" Wayo

"Thank you.. I will come back to you" Phana wiped his tears.. and smiled at Wayo.. He saw Wayo had tears fighting to flow... But still not sure how much he can get the love from this little man

Phana walked away.. He so much wanted to hug Wayo.. And make promises with him.. But he was not allowed to touch without permission

Wayo watched Phana walking away from him.. He saw him disappearing from his sight.. That's when he broke down..

"I love you.. Phana.. I love you.. I really love you.." He sat down crying, hugging his knees to his chest "I was just confused.. I do love you.. I need you" Wayo kept crying out

Forth Beam side of story

Beam POV

He made a promise  that he will never leave me but am still scared of what will happen if I don't satisfy him.. Will he leave me.. I love him a lot and I want him to be my first and last for everything..

So I decided to gift myself for him today.. He graduation and birthday.. I will make it special for him..

He will love me.. And never leave me.. I know he tried hard to not jump on me.. Beam blushed thinking of Forth's hard on every time Beam did something to tempt him

Beam know Forth has to leave next month to America for further studies.. It was both their decision to finish their degree and move to some place where they can be them..