Dark Blue Kiss : Hot Red Fire (fanfiction)

The Regret

The day has come for me to leave this family picture, As long as I get out of my parent's land, I'm happy. Maybe she was right, I should just be thankful because ill never see their faces again.

Dad decided to leave an hour early before my flight, I then started packing the leftover things I might need like deodorant, face towel, shoes. 

Once I got down the stairs, Dad then stood in front of my way. Dad then held his hand, waiting for me to give him something.

"Give it to me," Dad spoke lifelessly.

I started pulling out my laptop and tablet and gave it to dad. Not realizing that all the gadget I gave him was all broken. I smirked and went inside the car.

While in the van heading to the airport everyone was quiet, no single noise can be heard from inside the van it literally dead silence.

I sat at the very back of the van, while Shari occupied the middle part of the van.

I then reached onto my power bank beside where Shari was sitting, I didnt bother talking to her and I just grabbed it my self.

I Noticed Shari wasn't playing with her phone this time, which is very rare on a boring trip like this. she then started biting off her fingernails. she was squirming a lot.

Something might be bothering her, but why am I caring about whenever she's bothered or not? she's the reason why I'm paying off the mess that she made.

"I called your aunt for your comeback in Thailand, she said she already had prepared your bedroom there and she'll fetch you to the airport "

I didnt bothered answering so I put on my headphones and puts on a piece of good music.

I then put my focus from the view outside, the beautiful sun began to rise from the horizon. the regular looking cars drove past us. The soft music going through my ears, made me want to stand up, and dance to the rhythm of the music.

My favorite part of the song then came.

"I cannot see it, guess I'm limitless, there is no end here ~haaaaaa  When I am set free ill shine brighter than before,  ill set myself free, how long Fake and True "

I sang along in a low volume while I adore the beautiful sunrise, for a fact having a peaceful drive, was the only thing that made me like them - a little.

To my surprise we arrived early than I expected, I still have 10 minutes to waste before my flight,

I got out of the van as soon as Dad stopped the van not even warning them, I went at the back and get my baggage and two more bags.

Surprisingly Shari went out and helped me, but I insist and carry them myself. I don't know what kind of act she's doing again but whatever it is, she's too late now. she can do everything she wants now.

I started walking toward the entrance of the airport without saying goodbye with my headphone are still on my ear, I decided to just not looking back or saying goodbye because there's no use anymore.

"You know were doing this for the best "

I heard my mother spoke those words before I get further away from them.

I stopped for a second, even though the loud music was going through my ears, I can still hear her nice and clear.

I proceed walking towards the entrance with guilt and hatred in my hands. I just want to move on and proceed toward the entrance of a new beginning,

I looked around and looked at the big screen where the time of different fights are posted. I saw mine at the low left corner saying that the flight to Thailand will be ready for exactly 9 more minutes.

I sat at were my fellow passengers were sitting, I placed my baggage both of the unoccupied seats on my side, I played with my phone for a while just to kill time.

I then decided to open my Facebook account once again, just to scroll through my old messages to cringe the stupid decision that I've made from the past. It was a weird feeling going back at this old communication site. 

Then while I scroll through my unread messages, One message stood out and it was a message from my oldest sister Saori. I hesitated opening it but curiosity took control of me and opened it.

It was sent last year, September 30 at my birthday, where none of my siblings came. It was a surprise to see that she left a message on that day.

I paused for a moment and looked back outside, Am being too irrational? have I been the one who's giving her cold shoulders? No! I am totally being reasonable, even if I try to understand her situation, she still has to face the problems that she cost. not blaming it on others.

Sigh* why am I even looking at this? I then moved on with that message and just silently wait for my plane to be called, I put on some Twice music, leaving one-ear occupied and one ear open, then I can hear if my plane gets called.

The hype of the music almost wants me to stand-ups and dance, I closed my eyes and tap on to the rhythm of the music.

"Good day passengers the plane going to Thailand is opened, respectively hand over your plane tickets before you proceed on the plane, thank you."

"I guess my 9 minutes had passed"

I drop off my baggage to the airport baggage handling system and went to the plane I need to go.

I went inside the plane and touch the outside part of the plane before proceeding inside, I saw my Uncle do that when I was still a kid, why not do it now that im flying by my self.