Homeless

Chapter 9

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The merchant walks to us. I need to do something. Oh my.... I look at the cash we have collected. I- Sebastian, c-can go on without me. He-He doesn't need me to go with him to Beener. I ...I need to help him right now. I pick up some cash, and give it to him. As the scene continues, a crowd begins to surround us. I feel Sebastian's hands on my stomach, giving me a scared back hug. I hold his hands trying to calm him down. The lady who was talking with us earlier, actually stands up for us. Sebastian walks beside me and I look at him. I smile. The woman then offers us some money, which I try to refuse, but she insists. The crowd then starts also giving us a little. I start to think. Was it this easy to get people to give you money? I shake the thought out of my head. I really am thankful though. Once the event is over we start walking back. I keep rubbing Sebastian's soft hair and I whisper, "it's okay Sebastian, you're okay." "Can I have a piggy-back ride Kristy?" "A piggy-back?" I smirk and say, "Of course your majesty." His ears get all red and I laugh. I bend down and he gets on my back. We walk back together. His head is resting on my neck, and may I mention how close his mouth is to my neck. I try not to shiver, but I must've because he takes his head off. I don't think of it until he blows on my neck then whispers in my ear. "Did I do something wrong? Cristy?" In a very low deep sensual voice. Oh. My. God. This boy will literally be the death of me. We arrive at the tent. "Thank you, so much. For everything." He suddenly says, hugging me. I smile. I decide to take revenge, and I rest my head on his shoulder putting my face really close to his neck. I can tell his body is shifting and I smile. He pulls away from the hug and runs his fingers through my hair. I can see where this is going. I get some butterflies in my stomach. That feeling you get on a roller coaster. My parents once took me to a roller coaster in the neighboring village, it was quite small but I remember the feeling. I knew the drop was coming so my mind waited patiently while my fingers were shaking. "The woman was right. Our bond is unlike none other, and Sebastian?" I say to Sebastian smiling. "Yes?" He says. "I am always...on..your side." I say. I thought it would calm him down. Bring him back to our world and not the merchant's. His feelings were mine in this moment. I wanted to show how much that made me feel. He tilts my chin up, and I know exactly what is going to happen. Gah... I'm ready...i'm not ready...I'm read- Interrupting my thoughts, his lips land on mine. I hold his neck tighter, as I start to kiss him back. This feeling is interesting, it's like, without saying anything, I feel loved. He's taking care of my body by his gentle touch. It's pleasuring. We break apart, and i'm out of breath. I smile, and kiss him on the cheek. I walk back to the tent covering my mouth. I cannot believe that really just happened. My first kiss was stolen by my first love–What. Am I in love with Sebastian? I've kind of only known him for, quite a short time. How can I be in love with him. I think of our memories. Spending our night together, talking about our past, about our feelings, drawing together, they all come together as this feeling. This feeling I get whenever he holds my hand or hugs me. As if I feel complete. My mind isn't blank, but full of colors, bright and beautiful. The colors of my mind mix into an ombre pattern as I relive the kiss. Sebastian, comes and lays next to me. We look at each other, and sebastian pulls my waist so i'm extra close to him. There is practially no daylight between our touching bodies. His breathing is like a song-less lullaby. It's steady and calm. His smell is similar to one from the forest. He feels fresh and wooden. I am loving it. My eyes close shut his hands still around my waist. His fingers caresse my lips and my body relaxes. 

[later]

 My head is resting on Sebastian's arm, our legs in a "spooning" position, I think it's called. I wake up and turn around to face Sebastian–who's awake. He kisses my forehead, then my nose, then stops, and smirks. "We can do this a lot later. Eating too much candy can make you feel sick." Did he just call that CANDY? Impulsively, I speak up. "Wait what why, we have time." I cover my mouth. I did not just say that. No– I did just say that. He looks at me. "You want me that badly?" "Uh-No. I mean. Let's just go." "Go where, you just said we have time." "I start to sit up, but he pulls me right back down. He puts one of his legs over mine. "You're not getting away till you answer my question." And winks. "But, on a serious note, why did you give the merchant that money?" "What, because I don't want him to hurt you." I say. He pets my hair, "What do you think I would do if you weren't there with me during the journey." "Sebastian, you don't need me. I know about what happened last night. I am fine with that, but you will regret me coming. This is related to your family, I don't need to be there." I can't tell him why I can't go with him. He will pity me again, I want him to feel happy. I will not bring his mood down :(. I try to get up again but he pulls me right back down. "Did any of what happened last night not mean anything, or is there something you're not telling me." "Th-theres, nothing." I lie. "Kristy," Still whispering sensually. "It isn't good to hide things. But I don't know. Tell me when you're ready." When he says that, I suddenly feel really guilty, like I did something wrong. I'm trying not to make him worry, but he sounds kind of mad. He gets up. No. No. No. This is what I was talking about, the kissing was pointless if he's going to walk out like that. I stop him with a back hug. "Sebastian, please. I...I am sorry. I am not telling you because you will think it's stupid and I don't want you to worry." He turns around, and lifts my chin up again. Just like last night. "Kristine, I am your boyfriend, you can tell me anything." "Hold up Hold up Hold up. My boyfriend? When or Who made that official. "I did." He pushes me back to my knees as he sits right back down. His lips meet mine again but it's different this time. He's not as gentle/ There is some pain and anger with his touch. I am confused but I give in. He breaks away and breathes a low and quiet. "open your mouth."

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I don't even know how to address you guys after that...

 I hope you liked it?

It is making me feel so single writing this, like -,- These people aren't even real but it still hurts.

I hope you really are enjoying this, just as much as I enjoy writing it.

I know you've missed the teasers, here it is again."

I sit there on the floor, the rain pooring down. Why did I even come to Telonia City, I should've stayed. I need Kristine, now. I try to feel her body like I did a week ago. Her soft legs, her soft touch on my neck. I miss it. My hands reach out as if I'm trying to reach her. She's not here though. I feel someone. I open my eyes, Kristine is there. Kneeling down. "I've come to rescue you, my Cinderella," and winks.

See you all Tuesday :) 

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