Chapter 1 <Thoughts>

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<Suga's POV>

Had it really been that long? I thought to myself.

It was currently after school practice, but it felt as if I couldn't focus at all. My eyes were glued onto the man I'd been in love with for the past almost three years. Call me cheesy but if I'm being honest it was like love at first sight, at least on my part. Of course, I had no idea about what Daichi felt about me, for all I knew he was 100% straight. But it was nice to imagine him loving me back, even though thinking like that made me feel even more lonely.

''Suga watch out!'' I heard a voice yell before a volleyball hit me directly in the face. The force of the ball combined with the surprise of it all made me lose my balance and I fell backwards. It didn't exactly hurt as much as I thought it would, for me it was honestly worse that I had been so lost in thought that I didn't even realize that the ball was heading in my direction. ''Are you ok?!'' I heard a worried Hinata say. I opened my eyes to see almost everyone gathered around me, all except for Tsukishima who looked like he was trying not to laugh. It didn't really surprise me though. My first intention was to answer that I was alright but instead I asked ''Who served that ball?'' I could hear Tsukishima snickering before Yamaguchi gave him a push in the side and tilted his head towards me. He sighed. ''It was me, but you really can't blame me. You were just standing there like another scare crow lost in thought, how could I not.'' He said. ''Geez Tsuki, you really are heartless'' Yamaguchi sighed.

I tried to get up, but it felt as if the room was spinning and I immediately fell back down. I put my hand up to my forehead realizing I probably had gotten a pretty bad bruise. Daichi made his way in between Hinata and Kageyama and reached out his hand. ''You should probably take a quick break'' he said as he helped me get up from the floor. It might've been just a few seconds where Daichi's hand was tightly gripped around mine, but I felt a warm rush throughout my body. I could feel a light blush cover my face, so I looked down hoping Daichi wouldn't see it. His face seemed a bit worried but for all I knew it was just my imagination playing tricks on me. I was led over to a bench next to the court where Daichi placed me down, he took a quick look at me. ''We'll wrap up practice early.'' He said to the rest of the team. I didn't know if he did this for me or if he was just tired himself, but nonetheless it made me kinda happy.

After the gym had been cleaned up and everyone had left Daichi walked over to me who was still sitting on the bench. ''I'll be escorting you home today'' he said with a smile. ''Escort? 'I laughed ''You sound like a butler of some sort'' He gave me a smirk before giving me a deep bow and reaching his hand out ''Milady'' I tried not to burst out in laughter and it seemed like it was the same for Daichi. I took his hand and stood up. The room felt like it was spinning again but this time I had Daichi for support, he helped me stand up until the room stopped spinning. God I was lucky to have someone like him.

The walk home was very quiet, none of us said a word, but I didn't really mind it too much. Being able to walk next to Daichi like this made me really happy actually. I thought he would say goodbye in front of the driveway of my house but to my surprise he followed me all the way to the door. ''You think you'll be ok?'' he asked with a smile on his face. For some reason just hearing him ask me this made me blush. I quickly looked down at the ground. ''Uh yeah, I'll be fine.'' Daichi gave me a pat on the shoulder before turning away. Damnit Suga, at least thank him! I said to myself. ''Uh-'' Daichi turned around. ''Um.... t- thank you for helping me.'' I said. Holy fuck Suga you sound so stupid! ''No need to thank me, it's what friends do y'know.'' He gave me another smile before walking away. I had barely gotten inside of the house before I collapsed onto the floor. I could feel my face burning up, but at the same time I felt disappointed. ''It's what friends do.'' I said out loud to myself. Of course, Daichi only saw me as his friend and nothing more. I already knew this but having to actually admit to it hurt more than I thought it would. A sigh escaped my mouth as I went upstairs to get ready for bed. I lived alone most of the time, my parents were constantly out on different business trips leaving me at home.

As I lay in bed, I thought about the training camp we would be attending next week. There had also been arranged some matches too, and even though that was great it made me slightly nervous. Every time we had met against abo johsai their setter's eyes was like glued to me. I didn't know if it was just some weird coincidence or if Oikawa had something against me or something. Another sigh escaped my mouth. I looked over at the clock and realized it was too late to be up and thinking about another team's setter. I pulled the covers up to my chin and fell asleep.

Heyoooo!

This is kinda my first time actually writing fanfiction so hopefully it isn't too bad. I think this fanfiction is only gonna be a lot of fluff, but who knows, I might throw in some smut later on.

Until next time (I'll try to update as frequently as possible)

Another tiny thing, my first language isn't English, so I apologise if I make any mistakes whether it would be spelling or grammar

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