Reckless; Shawn Mendes

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kylie
so maybe three girls getting ready together wasn't the best idea. we ended up finishing around 4 almost 5 and i would say we snapped. we were all stuck between being bold and extra or simple n outgoing. i wore a simple bralette with a denim jacket and some black jeans. we decided to go to an outlet that Ontario just added and shop before having fun at the house later.

the drive was pretty long, the outlet was in the other side of Ontario but those girls made the drive so worth it. blasting the best vibing music just made life seem so simple. we got to the shopping center and it was so crowded with families and tiny little pre teens who are finally allowed to go out. we decided to go get something small to eat before looking at the stores. after awhile the crowds started to fade and we finally were able to shop.

we found some of the cutest clothes as it was mainly filled with boutiques and no big name stores. i would say we've spent an average 2 almost 3 hours there and it was getting late so we decided to head back.

we spent a lot of money but when i tell you it was worth it, it was so worth it.
we grabbed some in n out on the way home and we said fuck it and got so much food. we got our stuff threw them in my room and played music downstairs on the tv. i had started a instagram live on my computer and a lot of people started coming in.

the viewers started daring us to do stuff and we were with it so why not have fun. one of the viewers had dared me and blu to kiss, i mean what best friends havent kissed? i went in for it and everyone was going crazy. i found my dads drinks and we had took a shot for every dare we didn't want to do. more viewers started to roll in and we were having fun as people actually interacted with us on the live. i checked the viewers and saw shawns friends were on it and i was curious if he was with them or not. Toni and Blu were talking to the viewers as i ran up to my room to grab my phone. 

i got to my room and grabbed my phone that was in one of the bags, when i look at it i saw shawn had texted me a couple of minutes ago. i waited to read it with the girls so i told Blu to get off live. we went to the living room with family guy playing on the TV, Toni brought the bottle with her. "Shawn texted me but i don't know if i want to open it" i said looking at the phone sitting on the coffee table. "open it idiot" Blu said

i laughed as i grabbed my phone but right before i opened it Toni yelled "wait!" i looked at her curious, she shoved the bottle in my hand "drink first" i laughed and took some. i coughed at how strong it was forgetting my dad likes the good stuff. 

Shawn

can you meet up right now? 

i looked at the girls and showed them the text as toni was fanigirling you could say. Blu just looked mad that he even texted me i guess "what do i say" i said looking at the two girls who had different reactions. "do it" blu blurted out. Toni nodded eagerly agreeing with what blu had said. 

Kylie 
okay where 

i was going to change but they said to stay the same because they liked what i was wearing. shawn told me to meet him at the ice cream place i went to the other day. the girls decided to stay at the house and wait till i get back, i grabbed my keys from the table and left to where we were meeting. 

i was panicking a bit on the inside , im not going to lie. i got there before shawn did so i was making sure everything looked good. i really need to stop being such a sensitive hoe, i cant let shawn get the satisfaction that hes beating me. 

after 10 minutes i was going to leave because he still wasnt here as i was about to pull out until i heard a honk and seen shawns car pull up next to mine. i got out and we started walking along the beach. "what did you want?" i said in a bitter attitude breaking the awkward silence "look its been killing me inside on how ive been treating you lately" i laughed "well if it kills so much why arent you dead yet mendes" he stopped walking "kylie please" he said taking a big sigh "no why should i finally listen to you? because you finally came to your senses that your always the one in the wrong? im glad you finally realized it but it doesnt mean were going to be buddy buddys. youre a bipolar asshole who is too caught up in his own looks and doesn't  realize who he hurts, including your own damn family" his eye watered a bit 

saying all that did take a huge weight off my shoulders but seeing his eyes made me feel bad but he needed the truth slapped in his face. "is that all you had to say?" i asked wanting to go back home "if me not saying this isnt enough ill prove it to you, ill give you my word" i smiled to myself knowing this would be the perfect time to get my revenge on him. if hes saying the truth and becomes the sweet shawn again, i can take his spot and be the player. "you think i want to be the guy who cant even have a proper relationship with my own mother and sister because i chose to be a dick at home at school? i know it was my choice but i dont want to be like that no more i want prove myself to you" he went on "kylie i know when you first moved i was nice and all that, that was the real me. the person you saw at the hospital and school is someone who would away just for you." 

i paused not knowing what to say, he just threw so much. i stood there in shock "ill like to see that actually happen then" after saying that i just left and headed toward my car again. getting in my car i saw shawn stand there in disbelief , he started to walk back to his car and i seen him wipe his eyes. was he crying? i got out of there before i let it get to me, what if i break shawn?

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okay so i downloaded wattpad since what 2017? i may or may not continue this book but ill let you guys know!!