I love him

Remembered

(This is what I think should've happened the next morning after Ben and Callum's breakup)

(Ben's p.o.v) it was the morning after ben had broken up with Callum and reality had hit him like a ton of bricks. I woke up that morning hoping to see the man of my dreams lying next to me... but that's all it was... a daydream filling my head in complete denial. It took him a while but he remembered last night... he remembered the massive Christmas tree, Callum's heart broken face and he remembered the feeling he felt as he walked away... it felt as if a knife had stabbed his heart a million times for he had fallen completely and utterly in love with Callum. "You did this for his own good... you did this to protect him... you don't deserve him your bad and he's good and he deserves someone good." Ben says to himself as his face filled with sadness and regret. "This was for the best." Ben muttered (Callum's p.o.v) Callum barely slept last night he spent every bit of it crying and thinking about what he'd done wrong. This whole thing didn't make sense to him... "why did Ben do this me? I told him I loved him and he broke up with me" Callum says to himself with a sad look on his face. He remembered Ben's harsh words... but one that stuck with him playing in his mind over and over again was "I don't love you..." he didn't understand they were so happy together so, so happy. He remembered every detail of last night and the more he replayed it in his head the more it hurt him. He felt as if someone had ripped his heart out, threw it on the floor and crushed it into a million pieces. It was fair to say they were both heart broken💔

A.N:
Well let's just say I cried while writing this. When they actually broke up in December I cried watching it. There back together now but it just made me feel sad all over again. Anyway I actually was just supposed to write the ben part and post that but I got carried away. I realised that we really didn't get to see how Ben is actually feeling after the breakup so this is how I thought he'd be feeling. Hope you liked it.