Seven years. And I still havent given it up. Jordan, he... He just means nothing now. Never will. Once I figured out it was his fault, I hit him so hard his nose broke. Just now Jordan walked out of the bathroom. I wiped away a tear that managed to escape my eye.
"Yeah exactly. Move fart-brain" I said. He knows better than to say something back, because then I go on a big rampage on how he killed my best friend. And I'll start crying and freak out, then my mom and dad will have to call a phyciotrist again. Yeah, not a fun situation.
I walked into the bathroom, and hopped in the shower. The warm water felt good running down my dry, tense back. I slowly washed my hair, carefully thinking if maybe its time to give up the whole Jordan thing. He was only six. And yeah it was an accident. No, I cant forgive him. Maya was my best friend. IS my best friend. When she died she was my best friend. So she still is now. Now I wont allow myself to get close to anyone. I cant bear the feeling of losing anyone else. Whether its a boyfriend, friend... Whatever. I'll never give it up.
It's been seven years though. Maybe it's time? No. It cant be. In five minutes, I exited the shower, dried & combed out my hair, and slipped on my clothes. I'm not a big one for makeup so I just put on a light eye liner, and light blush. I walked to my room, grabbed my bag, iPod &Headphones, keys, and money. Before I walked downstairs, I double checked my looks in the mirror, and put my iPod on and headphones in. Ed Sheeran, The A Team is playing.
White lips,
Pale face....
I walked down the stairs, with my headphones still in. Everyone, my mom, dad, and brother all looked at me as I walked in. But no one said a word. I gave them all a 'look away' look, and they all looked away. Breakfast was done. -Eggs&Bacon. I made a small plate and sat at the seat farthest from my brother.
The worst things in life come to free us,
Cos' were just under the upper hand,
And go mad for a couple grams....
Somehow, these lyrics mean something to me. Not like 'HEY SEXY LADY!' Ed Sheeran, he means something, and I love it. On the other hand. One Direction is retarded. Oh yes. They will be in MY school today. It is 7:30, so I have thirty minutes to be in the school, and in my first class.
I also have to go to my office to explain why I was absent last week thursday. I forgot to do it on friday, so I guess I have to do it today. (stupid monday)
Its too cold outside
For angles to fly.
I walked out the door to go to school. Of course, there is a blizzard. I feel bad for the people that walk. I pressed the button to unlock my car doors, and ran across my lawn to go to my garage. My car was... Well it wasn't warm, but wasn't cold.
The drive to school I could barely see anything. I'm lucky I made it there without even crashing. The A Team is over, so I just turned off my iPod. As soon as I stepped foot out of my car, I heard a few squeals.
"Kate!" Some freshmens screamed running up to me. Being a senior, lots of freshman try to talk to me.
"Yes Angie? Yes Alyssa?" I said clearly sounding annoyed. We all stepped into the front door before they began talking again.
"Okay so like, One Direction like is gonna be here today." They said.
"Okay so like, stop saying like. And-" I was cut off by Angie and Alyssa's screams, along with tons of other girls around. Of course, One Direction must be here. "Umm.. Yeah." I said, while I was the only one standing in the hallway. I walked down to the main office and stepped into the attendance room. No students.
"Hi Kaitlyn." The principal said as he walked from his office.
"Hi Mr. Mark. You can just call me Kate thanks." I said to my principal. He smiled.
"Walk with me." He said, gesturing to the door. I obviously did as told and walked along the hallway with him on his side. There was an awkward silence until he finally said
"So, I see you're not crazy about this boyband coming to our school?"
"Yeah. Mr.Mark. You see, I really don't like them. I was going to join news paper, but now that they are here... So many people have signed up just because they will have to do an interview on One Direction." I replied still walking with him.
"Ahh. Yes I see." Another awkward silence.
"Well, the real reason I came to talk to you is to excuse my absence, I had the flu. I feel terrible on being absent because it's my first one. Will it be a problem to excuse it?" I asked breaking the silence.
"No, Not a problem. Get to class Kate." He said smiling and giving me an assuring pat on the back reminding me he wasn't mad. I went to my locker, and walked down to my class through the semi-empty hallway. Just as I was walking in my 1st block door, I heard a British accent behind me.
"Excuse me....... Do you know where room 3108 is? Mrs.McCarthy? Chemistry?" Zayn, from 'One Direction' asked me.
"Uhmm.... I have to go to class." I said turning as quick as I could to the door. Not quick enough.
"Miss Smith. Show these young men where the chemistry class is. It is not respectful to do that to new students." My cocky L.A teacher told me. She somehow appeared right in front of me, causing me to drop my books.
I quickly bend over to retrieve my books, and motioned Zayn and Niall, to follow me. I guess the other guys had different 1st block classes. "Yeah. Well.Uhm.. Follow me." I said speed walking down the hallway. I took the band members to their class, and heard some squeals coming from the room as I walked away. "Idiotic bitches." I muttered under my breath as I walked into my class room.
When I looked up, I was sure their other bandmates had different classes. Because there they were. Louis, Liam, and Harry sitting in the empty seats in my group. "Fuck." I muttered and sat down.
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The Love Project -Completed-
Fiksi PenggemarHi. I'm Kaitlyn Smith. I go to Lake View high school. Home of the Bull Dogs. When I wake up one day, What Makes You Beautiful, by the worst band in the world was on. (I cant say much though. They aren't the worst people on earth I have to admit. And...