Book 1: Nowhere boys and their Nowhere girl

Chapter 13

Chapter 13: Goodbyes, vision and dinner with the Fernes… and Sam.

Blake’s P.O.V

…‘Blakey girl. I know you won’t like this… but I’m dying. Instead of using the rest of my magic to heal myself, I’ve been using it to help you… you need it sweetie. My time is done, being human was hard. I could never use my magic. And so it faded away, and then I got sick. Blakey it wasn’t a human sickness… Mortiuus cursed me when I left with you; I knew I was on borrowed time. But I never knew the outcome. The one thing I regret was being a bitch to you all these years… but I was angry. I was angry at Mortiuus. He forced me to leave Roland and -----, he made me emotionless, a shell. Hoping it would force you to go to the dark side. There was nothing I could do to fight the curse or Mortiuus. But you cast the spell. You can be yourself for just a little bit longer. But Blakey girl… there is one thing I want you to do for me…’ I perked up at that slightly,

“What is it Tahlila?” I closed my eyes to hold back the tears that threatened to fall,

‘Call me Mum one last time… and live for me… live for Fe…’ What?

“Mum? Hello… Mummy, please don’t go… I need you… I can’t live for you… you need to live for you, please come back… at least let me say goodbye. GOD MUM PLEASE… YOU CANT…. LEAVE ME… ----- NEEDS YOU… TO TRY AND FIND HIM… I want to come home… god mummy please… just let me come home… hold me… while I cry… while I die… you weren’t meant to die… I’ll kill him Mum… PLEASE just come back, so you can see me kill him, and avenge you… I don’t care if what I do to kill him is evil… you are the only person I could trust. Properly, I know it seemed like I didn’t, but I thought you hated me. COME BACK YOU SELFISH BITCH! YOU CAN’T LEAVE ME ALONE! MUMMY COMe back, if you love me you won’t leave me right? MUM!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH NOOOOOOOOOO!!!” and I couldn’t hold it in anymore.

The tears fell as the emotional barriers around me came crashing down. Regret, pain, anger, loss, love and hate all came crashing into me… no matter what happens, I will find a way to kill Mortiuus. Even if it isn’t me who kills him, he will die for what he has done.

And with that, I cried my way to sleep and into a vision…

I opened my eyes to see myself back at the same place where I saw my ‘Fate’ vision. There was Felix standing tied to the tree, trying to escape while Bates, Gary and Oscar, who were all possessed by the demon. Crap…

I looked down on myself to see I was in spirit form, good. All I have to do is watch; I don’t really want to do anything right now. I looked back over to Felix, who was yelling at the demon/s,

“Will my friends go home? They have nothing to do with this,” the demon laughed, and three of them spoke at the same time saying the same thing,

“You think this is just you…” Felix growled,

“But it is just me. They have nothing to do with anything,” it was the demon/s turn/s to growl,

“It was never just you. Blake, Alice and you… you have all messed up… order must be restored Felix, there is no changing it,” Felix sighed,
“Will my friends go home?” the Demon shook its head,

“Order must be restored,” and they all turned to look at the sky, which was now opening up in the same tornado we had chase us when we got out of the ditch thingy… but this time it wasn’t chasing anyone. It was just sitting there a bit away.

Things were starting to get boring when the others showed up… by that I mean Roland, Phoebe, Andy, Sam, Jake, and the future me. Fun; let’s see if this vision is different to the other one. The other me stayed back the whole time, just like last time. But wait, this vision is already different to the other one; Roland is here… okay, so things may be different.