panic attack

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"It was just a small accident." Anne said over the phone, knowing her son was probably shaking like a leaf on the other side.

"But gemma's in the hospital, mum, it wasn't just a small accident if she's in the hospital." Harry replied, his heart in his throat and his hand on his chest.

"It's just a small fracture, dear, nothing to worry about." She cooed and Harry felt tears prick his eyes.

"Will you stop saying small for fucks sake, she could have been killed!" Harry shouted and instantly regretted it.

"Harry," Anne started but Harry shook his head and apologized.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry mum, it's just.." He tried to say but he couldn't breathe.
"Can I call you later?" He finally spit out.

"Of course." Anne said- and Harry was almost positive she was going to say something else, but he couldn't handle it. He had to hang up.

As soon as he did, he heard Louis' soft voice asking him where he had put the picture frames that they were supposed to hang up later that evening.

"Harry," Louis asked cautiously. "You okay? You look a little pale."

Harry took in an uneven breath and shook his head.

"It's Gemma." He said, still trying to remember how to breathe correctly. "She got in an accident."

Louis' heart dropped.
"Well, she's okay, isn't she?"

Harry nodded. "It's just a fracture in her wrist, but still." "It could have been much worse."

Louis frowned and pulled Harry into hug.

"Now come on, I doubt anything else would have happened, right?" "It's not like she burned alive or anything." He chuckled. Harry looked at him with Bambi eyes before practically screaming.

"Fuck." Louis said under his breath, realizing what he had just done.

Harry's hands were shaking and his breaths were uneven and erratic. This was a panic attack. Louis caused it.

"Oh, God, Harry don't- don't do this. I didn't mean for you to take it literally, just-just calm down,okay?" He tried to reason but Harry began to pace.

"SHE COULD HAVE DIED? WHAT WOULD I EVEN- HOW COULD I- OH GOD." Harry cried, clutching his chest. Louis really felt awful now.

"Harry if you don't calm down you're gonna-"

And with that, Harry was on the floor, breathing, but completely unconscious.

"Faint." He finished, running a flustered hand through his hair. The rest of the boys heard the loud thud from downstairs and came up to see what was causing the commotion.

"Uh, Lou?" Niall jabbed, still staring at the unconscious boy. Louis rolled his eyes and glared at the Irish lad.

"What, Niall?" He sighed.

"Your boyfriend.. He's.."

"I know, Niall." Louis irritatedly smiled.

"Well don't let him just lay there!" Liam sighed, lifting the youngest lad up and into his arms before resting him in the bed.

"He's fine, he just had a panic attack." Louis reassured, pinching the bridge of his nose in irritation.

"This is too good." He heard Zayn say under his breath. He snapped a picture and snickered, making Louis sigh.

He pushed past his band mates and sat in the bed with Harry, brushing his damp curls out of his face.

"Baby, can you open your eyes for me?" He cooed, watching Harry's eyes roll back a little.

"You fucking made your boyfriend collapse. What'd you do? Walk out of the bathroom without a towel on again?" Niall snickered, high fiveing Zayn.

"Fuck off." Louis sighed before turning back to Harry when he began to open his eyes.

"What happened?" Harry sort of slurred, sitting up on his own. Zayn was still snapping pictures and the flash hurt his head.

"You fainted." Liam said point blankly. Harry furrowed his brows.

"How are you feeling?" Louis asked before Harry could ask anything else.

"Like shit." Harry replied. He let his head fall back again and groaned.
"I just want to sleep whatever just happened off."

Louis chucked and kissed Harry's forehead.
"I think that's a good idea, actually."

Deciding that making fun of harry was no longer amusing, the rest of the boys left to go play fifa, leaving he and Louis alone again.

"Louis." Harry murmured, rubbing his head. Had he hit his head when he fell?

"Hmm?" Louis replied, still running his fingers through Harry's hair.

"My head is killing me." Harry said, suddenly smiling. Louis furrowed his brows and made a face. Why the hell was he smiling?

"Uh, and you're happy about that because..?"

Harry didn't answer. Instead, he tried to get up and go to the bathroom on his own- holding onto things the whole way there.

"Babe, where are you going? You're supposed to be laying down." Louis said nervously. Harry laughed again and fell over, crawling to the toilet.

Louis followed and was really puzzled by what was happening.

"Baby, do you feel sick?"

Harry laughed and shook his head before coughing into the basin. If he didn't feel sick, was was he dry heaving?

Louis called for Liam rather panicked, which made Liam tear up the stairs and practically kick down the bathroom door.

"What, what's wrong?" He asked, completely out of breath. He took one look at Harry who hadn't been sick yet, but had his head rested on the rim of the toilet seat.

"I don't know, maybe he hit his head when he fell." Louis said, jumping when Harry have one last dry heave.

Liam shoved Louis out the way and pulled back Harry's hair when the youngest boy threw up. It was a gross splashing noise that Louis couldn't handle.

Liam shook his head and cursed under his breath.

"Alright, we're taking him to the hospital." Liam decided and Harry retched again before disagreeing.

"You will do no such thing." He laughed and hiccuped. He coughed again, throwing up a little more.

"Louis get his things and start up the car, we're going." Daddy direction said firmly.

Louis did as he was told and ran downstairs, passing the boys.

"Whoa whoa whoa, where are you guys going?" Niall asked, his eyebrows furrowed with concern.

"Harry puked. Might have a concussion."

Niall winced. Those weren't ever fun. You would constantly feel like the world was spinning, yet almost everything would become hilarious to you some how.

"Is there anything we can do?" He asked.

Louis looked around before hearing Liam call his name.

"Don't burn the house down." He said, and with that, they were in the car and off to A and E.

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alright, so this is part one. i think i'm going to write other stories before finishing the second part to this because it might be long.

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