MEMORIES LOST AND LOST MEMORIES

PART 1: LOST

1.) MY WHEREABOUTS

Somewhere between the prologue
and the epilogue,
You'll never find my existence here.
You are unsure whether it is love nor hate,
That you still chose to leave me, my dear.

Sometimes you crossed from oceans
to oceans,
To search for where I could have been.
I am so sorry it is already too late
I am nowhere to be seen.

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2.) NIGHT AND DAY

Some nights,
I think of you
as a void,
where you stole
away my light,
my very being.

Some days,
I think of you
as a sun,
where your scorching
heat burn my soul
and left it into ashes.

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3. MANY TIMES

You broke me many times,
but I would still love you.
I cried just like the rain meets the sky,
where the birds could no longer fly.

You broke me many times,
but I would never tired of loving you.
I'd still be here,
where our favorite place with magnificent view.

You broke me many times,
but I would still give you my heart.
I would still write poems about you,
even though you broke me apart.

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4.) HEART

If only you could
hear the beating of her heart,
you'd be in tears,
for every pulse
like the sound of drum ---
boom, boom, boom, boom
told you she had
cried enough,
where no one knows
how valuable her tears.

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5.) OCEAN

She can weave the ocean,
and the tapestry will be her past;
She will let the waters stirred her thoughts,
and her heart will be distraught.

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6.) MOMENT

Here in this very moment,
I will never call you mine,
so I wrote a poetry,
lies within a story,
about you and I,
that my love for you
is starting to die.

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7.) LOST LOVE

I chose his love,
despite how hurtful it is.
He was the guy I couldn't resist ---
his love; his poisonous kiss.

He was the word I couldn't decipher---
my darling, no one could ever own you.
He was the sound and I was the verse, of the song we couldn't transverse.

I gave him my time too much ---
to his world of manipulation and lies.
I fell in love with someone
who couldn't love me back ---
and now, the pain left me a hurtful mark.

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8.) THINK

Forget about me
and never think
what we had lost,
to the memories
we treasured the most-
after all,
your heart already
belonged to someone else,
and don't you ever
come back-
I am somewhere else to be,
when you left me in
the dark clouds of sea.

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9.) IF ONLY YOU COULD

You could have loved me,
for who I am.
You could have stayed,
but you were just so afraid.

You could have prayed for our love,
to one we couldn't feel anymore.
You could have lessen the pain,
but there's nothing left with me to start over again.

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10.) DARK

I am afraid when
the day comes that
you will never love me,
like the sun can no longer
rise nor set in the sky,
my dear,
I don't exactly even
know why.

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11.) RAINING

The sound of rain
recalls me back
the tonality of
your voice-
serenity.

The water,
its sound-
drip, drop, drip, drop ---
takes me into
the rollercoaster of thoughts,
and carnival tents,
where the prize
is your love.

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12.) THE BOX OF PANDORA

I often think
about that maybe Pandora
was right all along,
her very own box,
where she opened
and released all of the
perils, diseases, and catastrophes
that were stored inside ---
all at once,
brought havoc in the world
where we lived now.
Please we need hope,
we'll wait until
we are tired of waiting.

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13.) INNOCENCE

Love has no
name,
but when
it comes to you,
love becomes
not just a four-letter-word ---
love is already you,
the love of my life.

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14.) PHYSICAL TOUCH

I can't pinpoint
where the last time
you left me,
but I know exactly
the spot where
we drifted apart,
like the currents
in the sea,
where they sway
until the tremendous storm
separate them apart.

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15.) YOUR LOVE

I can't see nor touch love,
for it can be felt.
Love knows no boundaries,
when two people loved each other recklessly.

If only love had a smell,
it would probably be your perfume.
It brought me to ecstasy,
when the first spring blooms.

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