SPECIAL PART: THE POEMS OF YESTERDAY

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dedicated to:
my first love

I've included here my poems that I've written last year. These are my writings where they could whisper to you what happened to my past relationships.

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1.) THE MOON

The moon doesn't
shine without the sun,
so you can't tell
if it is whole or not.

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2.) MEMORY

My memory of you
suddenly fades away,
for the words
you didn't say,
it left me in pieces ---
torn,
of love that is
never mine
in the first place.

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3.) DAY

Whiskey of sorrows,
I am drunk,
of lies
when the day
you said you'd
loved me,
where in fact,
you weren't.

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4.) MIRROR

The mirror reflects
your beauty,
and it will always be.
So, don't call
yourself ugly,
for there's someone
who will accept wholeheartedly.

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5.) CALL

A distant call
from the sea
I heard...
swish swish swish,
says the ocean,
and I drown myself
within it.

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6.) SHIRT

The perfume
you left on my shirt,
as the day since
you broke my heart,
that the smell
remains here,
but you're not
in my heart anymore.

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7.) ADORE

You only love
my words,
but never
someone like me.

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8.) YEAR

It has been a year
since the last day
when you left me.
But don't you dare
come back,
for my heart is
free at last ---
away from you,
away from you,
away from you,
my love.

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9.) MUSIC

Songs of love,
the notes hit
me so hard,
when every time
I listened to them,
I remember you.

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10.) GOOD-BYE

Fly,
up until
I no longer see you,
for your wings
are made of wax,
just like Icarus,
don't you ever
fly near the sun.

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11.) TIME

All I need from you
is your time,
but it seems you
are busy from time to time ---
so I decided to ignore you,
that you still looked for you,
even though
I returned what is needed
to be returned.

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12.) THOUGHTS

My mind
has always been
thinking about you,
even if you are
thinking for someone else.

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13.) TALK TO ME

It is 3:00 AM
in the late evening,
but you still didn't talk,
about how
you break up with me.

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14.) THIRSTY OF YOUR LOVE

I am like a rose,
asking for water
to relinquish
my thirst,
when I was deprived
from the sun,
but you never gave
me at least
a drop of water ---
I am already wilted.

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15.) SILENCE

Sometimes silence
is all I needed to
hear from you,
for every time
you talk,
it makes my heart
breaks,
until it becomes
a tiny fragment.

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Author's Note: These poems mean so much to me because they showed who I really am as a person. My words reflect of hurtful love can ever become. Like guessing which way is right or not when you are lost in the dead forest of hopelessness. I hope you'll find the exit just like what I did. I hope you ever will.
















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