''It never will be the last time

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They looked each other for a moment without speaking. His hands held her face close to his, and her hands did the same to him. They were so close; Robin's breath was warm on her skin and his nose brushed against hers.

Regina's eyes fluttered closed as he moved his lips forward and brushed over hers.

The kiss was tender and slow, innocent, pure and full of promises.

Promises that he would protect her no matter what. Regina felt her heart beating so fast, it could burst right through her chest.

Robin couldn't help his tongue tracing her bottom lip, asking for entrance into her mouth. Regina wrapped the hands that were holding his face around his neck, tilting her head in order to give him what he asked and deepen the kiss, moaning when his tongue danced with hers.

Robin put one of his hands around her waist, pulling her even closer to him, and the other hand moved to hold her head where he needed it. They both moaned into the kiss and tilted their heads from side to side, literally savouring each other's mouth.

At this moment they didn't even realise where they were, or even in what situation they were having their first kiss; they were too busy wrapped up in each other.

Regina felt treasured, the care with which she was being treated she had only ever felt with Daniel.

Daniel.

How could she betray him like this; kissing another man this way?

She froze, letting her hands fall. Robin was lost inside her mouth, continually brushing his tongue against hers and moaning at the feeling, but Regina was perfectly still, her mind in an internal debate as to what she should do. She stopped kissing him but had not yet pushed him away, but Robin didn't seem to notice her lack of response.

When he finally did, he pulled away and looked at her puzzled.

''Regina what is it?'' he asked softly still breathless, without letting his hands off her.

Tears gathered in her eyes and fell down to her cheeks as she looked at him.

Robin brushed them away with his thumb ''Hey, what is it? Was my kiss that awful?'' he joked, in order to lighten the atmosphere.

Regina shook her head. ''I'm sorry,'' she whispered ''I can't do this.''

She turned her back and ran away from him, leaving Robin there, looking at her running away, no longer feeling the warmth of her body against his. He felt empty.

Regina locked herself in her bedchambers, letting her sobs escape her.

She curled in her bed crying and fell asleep with wet cheeks.

The next morning she didn't leave her room. She took her meals there, she didn't want to see anyone. She told Snow that she was feeling sick, so the King and his annoying daughter had to leave her alone for one day. The next day she did the same.

How could she have done this to Daniel? She was so angry with herself. She didn't know Robin and yet, she had kissed him. And the worst part was that she liked it. She felt like it meant something.

But it couldn't mean anything, because she couldn't love again. She only loved Daniel, her sweet, caring and very dead Daniel.

Robin had come to her door twice. And both times she had softly told him to leave because she needed some time.

Her life was a mess. A big one. And it was only going to get worse; tomorrow was her wedding.

Snow white distracted her from her thoughts when she knocked on the door, asking if she was feeling better and if she needed some company. The little princess was so happy about the impending wedding and Regina felt frustration consume her.

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