Can We Be One? ( LokixReader )

1. Situation.

Hi, and welcome all you lovely readers

Before I start I just wanted to tell you, I'm not a serious writer, AT ALL. Literally this is my first time writing, I just want to try yk? :) I do hope y'all like this. Feel free to comment whatever u want, like if I spell anything wrong (which will happen often since I'm from Belgium XD) just write a supporting comment about it and I will change it! You of course can also write down ideas, suggestions or just a sweet comment. I will check them all and try to improve. Now I'm going to use this chapter as a sketch of the situation. Like some sort of intro I guess. Lots of love! X 

( Y/n ) POV

I'm not normal, but I try to be. I want to seem as normal as possible just because of the simple fact that I, Y/n am not. Do I have to tell you why? But you already know right? Because you are me? Or? Hm alright, I'll tell you. Do you know about our crazy parents, Peter Quill and Gamora? Oh but you do! The green one! Yes, yes that one, right. I love her really but- she isn't my real mom. I never met my real mom, due that my father never wanted to tell me. Ridiculous, I know. I always asked- you know about my real mom. But he would always tell me "Y/n I'll tell you when the time has come for you to know." Well dear father of mine, I'm freaking over 20 years old. Ugh, I have to understand, It's probably hard for him too, he'll tell me eventually. 

One year later

"Y/n go back to the ship with baby Groot! " I heard Gamora shouting while slicing some weird monsters head off. I listened to what my mother had told me, took Groot, and went back to the ship. I jogged a tin can in frustration, put my hand in a fist, and hit the ship's deck hard, it hurt but I couldn't care less, they never wanted me to fight with them. I have nothing to do here, it was always the same song: "Y / n, you are still too young, we care too much about you, someone has to pay attention to Groot, blablabla." Bullshit! They thought me how to fight, how to use guns/swords/ my bare hands, and for what? For nothing! 

As they finished whatever mission they were doing, father came to 'have a talk' with me. 

"Y/n, I love you very much, you know that right?" Quill spoke while Gamora knelt down beside me. "Me too" Gamora squeezed my hand tightly while letting the sentence escape her green lips. "ME TOO!" we chuckled at the shouting of Drax. "Mom, dad, I do know, and I love you all too but I'm just tired of doing nothing, not living my life." 

"We know darling that's why we decided to finally let you go for a bit. We have another important mission coming up and we don't want you to fight with us, BUT we do think you're old enough to really stay alone for a bit." 

"What do you mean dad?" I was a bit taken aback by this, were they going to drop me somewhere? 

"Don't panic little star, you know that I was born on Earth right? Well, we are going to let you live a life there, that's what you want right? Freedom? And of course we aren't just going to drop you there and never come back, we'll come to visit often! What do you think?"

I hugged them both in upper excitement as a response, this is exactly what I wanted my whole life, to actually have a damn life. 

A couple of days later

"Star do you have everything packed? We are landing any moment now!" Quickly I was getting the last stuff in my bags, which were already 5 of them. The last thing I grabbed was a family picture, me, mom and dad, and the guardians. I'm going to miss them, all of them, even Rocket with his many insults. 

Soon the ship landed perfectly on the ground, I wanted to go out but I was held back by Gamora. " Y/n it's time, time for you to know who your real mom is." I didn't think this was going to be the moment, I actually already gave up on thinking there was going to be a moment for this, but I guess time's finally ripe. 

I saw how nervous dad was, but he started telling me the story from the very beginning ...

"Alright Y/n, here we go. I'm Peter Quill, your real dad, Gamora however is not -like you already know- your real mom. A woman called Helena is, a pretty lady from Asgard. Let me start from the beginning, I was still working for Yondu as a ravager, he'll let me do all the hard work so I needed a break. I always wanted to go visit Asgard and so I did, honestly it was by far one of the most beautiful planets I've been on. It was all covered in gold, with high buildings and woods. You could say it was a place, where only the best things could happen, and for me it did, you happened. Yes Y/n, I met a wonderful woman there, Helena, I fell in love with her but she was pretty ill. That didn't hold me back for loving her though, I made her pregnant and then the most precious thing ever was born, a half Norse Goddes - half human being, you. You are an Asgardian Y/n, you have the lifespan of a God, that's why you were fully aged in 5 years, and why you didn't change appearance since then, you will not for a long time by the way. Don't celebrate too early though, you'll not be forever a 20 year old. But that's how their aging works, anyways, I had to leave you and Helena after 2 years. I had been avoiding Yondu and he was pretty pissed, I did make up with him because I don't even want to know what would've happened if I did not. He said that he needed me for a mission, something that had to do with the Aether, that's one of the infinity stones but that part doesn't really matter right now. I got the Aether, stuff happened and when it was finally over it was about a year later. I was so happy I could see you again, I called for Heimdall, the one who arranged the Bifrost( it's like some sort portal which can take you to Asgard ) but nothing happened Heimdall didn't take me back. I tried to contact Odin, which I was on good terms with but nothing worked. Then I got in contact with Ego, you know that part already. Well after that I killed my father, Ego, I got a message, the one I was waiting 2 solid years for. A message from Odin...

FLASHBACK

Peter's POV

"Alright, guardians where should we head off next?" I asked. "I don't know Quill but as long it involves units I'm in." Rocket shouted while he was doing some stuff in the back of the ship. I saw Gamora looking at the window and dozing off. "Yow, you good?"I asked the green woman who I was in love with, rather concerned. She only hummed in response, so I decided to leave it there. Little did I know that in that moment my life would turn upside down once more. The music suddenly stopped and there popped a screen in front of us all. We all looked at the screen that showed a golden room with lots of nice stuff. We heard someone mumbling a sentence that sounded like "how does this thingy work?" Then we saw how a guard helped an old man now on the screen out. "O-Odin? Odin is that you?" the rest of the team gave me weird looks, surprised that I knew the old wise man. "Who is that, and why does he have one eye?" Rocket joined the conversation, of course with an insult. I made a gesture for him to shut the hell up, you can't insult the King Of Asgard like that, jeez. 

"Peter Quill, once my dear friend-"

"Friend?" the whole team basically asked in unison.

"- but now only a vague acquaintance. What you did to Helena shall not be forgiving fast, but she died from her illness, and Y/n is now alone. I except you here as soon as possible, greetings." And with those words he ended the call. 

After I had fully explained the guardians, they were angry, but mostly shocked. I told them I did everything to get back to them, but when they wouldn't take me back and I met Gamora I had given up. Gamora was mad at me, for not telling her, I really couldn't blame her though.  

END OF FLASHBACK

...And then we collected you. This green one here forgave me after a year, we got together and the rest, well the rest you know. I'm terribly sorry for not telling you sooner Little Star, but it still hurts. I hope you can understand one day. " 

After hearing the story I've wanted to know for so long, I found myself speechless. As tears started to form in my eyes I tried to mumble a sentence: " You, you did w-what you could dad, it's not your fault. I don't blame you, I love you and thank you for telling me." 

As we said our goodbyes my own adventure could finally begin, with this new information, my music and my good mood I had set my first step on the so-called 

Earth.