(OLD) "CRUEL" [A Jhin x Fem.reader story] (COMPLETE)

🌹Chapter 9🌹

Today was a very special day for (Y/N), well not exactly "her" day. It was a day special for one of the most precious people in the world.
Her mother and father had a anniversary, on this day, this exact day, they got married!

(Y/N) was always fascinated by her parent's love for one another.
All the tales she heard from her mother were always so special.
She was familiar with all detail.
She had heard all tales.
The day they met.
The day they fell in love.
The day they got married.

And the day she appeared...

As a child she loved to listen to those tales.
But at the same time, It saddened her.
The love her parents had,it was truly an unbreakable bond, as a child it appeared so normal but now it seemed like a fantasy...
She never had that.
It's true that the love her parents gave her was enough and as a kid she never really thought of love in that way but now she wanted to know "what does it feel like?"
What does it feel like when someone loves you?

She craved to know. More than anything...

one day, hopefully

Brushing away all of those thoughts,she stood up.
For her parents, she had brought a very special yet beautiful bouquet.
It had all of her parent's favorite flowers. All of them were placed in order in which the colors matched perfectly.
Being wrapped in a beautiful bow, it looked gorgeous!

She wanted to give it to them so badly.
As (Y/N) glanced at it, she smiled.

~Oh how much it reminds her of them~

she missed them...

As (Y/N) walked along the forest path, she humed a sweet melody to distract her mind from the previous thoughts.The closer she got, the more she got excited, and the more her mind began to ease.
She couldn't wait to finally pay them a visit, since she has been a bit busy lately.
But she was finally here...

It was around 8 pm maybe.
The sky was dark yet, so beautiful.
Her eyes reflecting the night sky, she smiled.

Finnaly arriving, after about 15 minutes of walking ,she looked at them...
Not a spot was changed.
Everything was peaceful, beautiful.

perfect~

Her eyes moved to the gravestones.
Sofly smiling, she gently held the bouquet in her arms.

Slowly siting in the grass, she putted it right in front of the two gravestones.
The lonely silence was broken by her saying:

"Yet another year passed,how quickly time goes by...*Sigh*...sometimes I wonder if there is a point in trying...."

- she spoke as her voice found it difficult to stay stern

"I could really use some advise mom,I don't want to be alone anymore!
I dont want to have to suffer knowing that I will be..

I want to see you again,to hear dad's jokes,to laugh together!
There is always that feeling in my heart that screams for me to finally join you.
I would lie if I say that I don't want to give in..."

....

"But I made a promise.a promise to you and dad.And I will live for it!
I won't give up! I know I'm not strong enough to do so..."-the womans voice now on the verge of crying..