May 1st, 2019

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This is old as shit. I recently found it and decided to upload it 😂

Do you ever think of someone,
That you gave everything to,
And want to ask them why?
Why wasn't i good enough?
What did i do to deserve this from you?
You promised me that you'd never leave me.
Yet here i am.
Alone, in this terrible world we call ours.
You promised that you'd always be there for me.
But as soon as he gets mad, it's fuck me right?
Since the day i met you, i knew i was in it for life.
Because i cared so much about you.
I knew i had no life if you weren't involved.
You controlled me.
I loved you.
You were my best friend.
You know things about me i could never tell anyone.
Yet you leave me, because your boyfriend doesn't like me?
But i told you after the first time that if you ever did it again,
I'd probably fucking forgive you.
I just want things to go back to the way they were.
Just me and you.
No boyfriends, no girlfriends, just us.
Honey bunny, and Babypanda.
Will they ever be reunited again?
Do you even remember me?
Do you consider me your past?
Why don't you feel me crying for help?
My heart is weeping.
I want to be fixed.
But you, you were always my solution.
You taught me things no one else could.
You taught me to never trust anyone.
You taught me that no matter how long you've known someone
or how loyal you are,
they will still fuck you over.

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