Broken.

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I am broken.
I am hurt.
I feel the pain.
Being used and abused.
Only for you would I suffer. 
Let you use me, I am your toy.
When you want love I am here.
When I need love you are gone.
I am only for your benefit.
For i am a slave, bound to your toxins.
You are my needle, my meth, my heroin.
Without you I cannot cope.
I cannot breathe properly.
I am not truly happy without you in my embrace.
I am lost without your love.
I wait for a text.
It may take days.
I wait until you get bored with your new boy toy.
Because you always come back.
You know no one will love you like I do.
But I know someone will love me better than you do.
For you do not love me.
You do not care.
You just want reassurance.
You are gorgeous, inside and out.
Spectacularly hilarious.
You are my everything.
Without you I am nothing.
I trust you with my soul.
But I shouldn't.
Because all you ever do is break me.
You swore you wouldn't break me.
But you do it everyday.
You talk about another yet you claim you're in love with me.
You end up in relationships yet you tell me you want to focus on school.
I sing songs for you.
In my head I dream of another world.
One where you chose me.
Where I could treat you like a queen.
Why do you forsake me my love?
Because of you, I am broken.

A/N : I would listen to the song because it asks why he is in love with her. Here is my answer. - King

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