Chapter 16: Murky Waters

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I walked outside into the cold rain. The icy water felt good on my skin. I set my penny board on the sidewalk and put my foot on it. I started to skate down the long, narrow path towards the park. I had 2 more weeks left until I had to go to school with people I didn't know. Maybe I should get home schooled because I still have to do youtube. I arrived at the park and I was surprised to see no one there. I sat down on a rock by the green pond. I was soaking wet but I didn't care. I just wanted to escape my own thoughts.

A few years ago, I was diagnosed with depression. I had cut myself once to see if it relieved my pain and it did. I kept cutting myself until I forced myself to stop last year. One time I tried to kill myself but it didn't work and I'm glad I'm still alive.

I sat there starring into the murky water in the pond. My life has changed so much over these past years and I'm glad it did. Now, I have a nice house, a youtube channel with almost 100,000 subscribers, and someone who loved me.

-=+Jordan+=-

I just wanted to be with Brooke right now. I don't care if Liam doesn't want us together for some reason.

-,=+Brooke+=-

I had a good life, good friends and family. I felt like I was happy and I was good with the life I have and that I wanted it to end that way.

I stood up, and looked around to see if anyone was around. I looked back into the water and jumped in. I felt the chilly water surround me and fill my lungs. I didn't gasp for air, I just let the water take over.

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