I can't bear this anymore, this overwhelming feeling
I'm missing out on things out of fear and I need to know why.
My friends surpass me in areas that I haven't tapped into. It starts from a look to a kiss, to deepening that and leading to much more.
Why can't I have that, well I can
But I push my opportunities away
Emotions don't come easy and my feelings seem nonexistent. Never had a crush, never been in love
I'm always the cool girl friend or the one they want to f--k. I just want more, why can't anyone like me
Or if they do can they speak up
I'm tired of just being friends, I want someone or multiple people to want me for a relationship, a long, happy one
I'm tired of feeling like the ugly duckling, I want to be, feel, and look beautiful, I want to be wanted, I want to be everything I've always imagined I could be, amazing in every sense.
There's still this longing though in the back of my head for a male companion.
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Just a Couple Poems
PoetryJust a couple poems I've written over the years. Some based on real life experiences and some that are just conjured up in my very interesting and paradoxical mind.
