I thought we were cool
I thought it was platonic
You played me like a fiddle
You played me for a fool
Your tongue, your hands
Forceful and controlling
Something I've never experienced before
Afraid of what would come next, I laid there still
It was like an outer body experience
Lies and deceit you spilled to achieve your goal were met with my pity laughter and aloofness
I didn't ask for it, yet I feel it is my fault
Once you stripped naked and placed my hand on you I knew for sure you were serious. I wasn't into it yet your cum has stained my shirt
I declined your offer
I said no
I pushed you away
And my biggest mistake was trusting you
But I don't blame you
Granted I'm not that assertive
It was all my fault, I'm to blame
I should just except my fate as the fuckable friend and oblige
That seems to be the only way they'll be satisfied
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Just a Couple Poems
PoetryJust a couple poems I've written over the years. Some based on real life experiences and some that are just conjured up in my very interesting and paradoxical mind.
