Invisible

Chapter 12

Lillian PoV:

1 year later:  

My sisters and I are currently on tour. It's the first tour where I sing as well.  It's fun for the most times. Sometimes it can be quite exhausting to sing this much and not having enough time to completly get your voice to relax but I loved every second of it. Performing with my sisters was my biggest dream and the one thing I always wanted to do. 

"Lillian Baby we've got to get ready." Amy came in and pulled me into a hug. "We've got a meet and greet before the show. So let's get you ready." I looked at her and realized that she was already wearing her outfit. "Just on more hug?" I grinned at her. She laughed and pulled me close to her chest again. I put my head on her shoulder and snuggled closer to her. "I love you Ames." "Love you more babgirl" She let me go and kissed me on the cheek. 

"So what are you going to wear today?" I chose a pair of jeans with some stitching, a white longsleeved blouse, a pair of sneakers in burgundy and a hair band, Amy once gave me to me. As everyday I put on the amber necklace Lauren gave to me a little over a year ago. 

"You look great Lil." Amy said as she got up from the bed and walked towards me. "Let's go eat something and then it's time for the meet ans greet." I smiled at her as we walked out together. Lisa was also on the hallway. "Good Morning." She smiled at us. I hugged her before Amy had the chance to do so.  "Morning Lise." Amy said as she finally had the chnace to greet our older sister.

As we entered the lobby we could already here our siblings and parents talking.
"Morning Guys." I quickly looked around. All my sisters except Dani were here. Mom and Dad were there to.
I walked to the buffet, Lisa right behind me. Eventhough eating itself was now problem. Having to much options stressed me.
"I'll get some scrambled eggs. You want some?" I nodded thankful for not having to decide.
I also got myself some toast and a slice of cheese.
We age together and while I was eating my toast with cheese Dani came down and got herself food.
"Guys we have to go in twenty minutes. The meet and greet is in an 90 minutes and the concert is this evening but we have to rehearse before so eat up quickly."
Great now I felt stressed. Amy glanced at me. All of them were so protective over me after everything that happened.
"I am fine." She nodded and went back to eating while finished my toast and started with the scrambled eggs.
"This is great!" "Yeah it's really good." Lisa nodded.
By the time I finished everything except for Dani was finished.
"Guy's are you ready?" Chrissy stood next to the table ready to go.
I nodded and got up quickly.
"In minute guys. Just one minute." Dani forced down the last bits of food before getting up and walking with us to the exit.
We drove to the venue of the meet and greet. I sat next to Lauren and put my head on  her shoulder. She hugged me from the side and stroked my hair.
"Love you Laurie." I smiled at her. "I love you more than everything Lilli" I giggled as she kissed me on my forehead.
When we got to the venue we all got out as quickly as possible.
There were already some fans standing outside while we went inside. Of course we took the time to take some pictures and sign some stuff before we went inside.
While walking inside I saw this group of four girls probably my age or a little older looking at me weirdly.
I just shrugged and went inside next to Lauren.
"So we'll have you just walk around and talk to everyone. In 2 hours you'll sing two songs. Afterwards we have like thirty minutes to get going then we have one hour buffer time in case it takes longer to get out of here." Mom announced.
I looked at my sisters. This was only my second time doing this and I never liked crowded rooms.
Dani smiled at me and pulled me towards her. "I'll stay with you." I smiled at her. "Thanks Dani." Ever since we spoke about everything Dani and I got along really well. Amy or Lauren were still the sisters I am closest with but Dani was a close second.
"Okay I'll open the door." Mike said and opened the door.
I stayed right next to do Dani as the first fans came in. Some where screaming while others seemed shocked and cried.
For the next two hours I talked to dozens of people all of them nice and super supportive. I felt really grateful for having such an amazing community.
Than those four girls from before walked up.
"OMG Dani can we have a picture with you?" Dani nodded and wanted to pull me closer. "No just you and us. We don't need such a fatass ruining this picture." One of them said. Dani inhaled sharply while I winced.
"Don't you ever say something like this to my sister again." She raised her voice, a lot of people near us including Kath turned around looking what was going on.
"Oh come on it's true. Everyone now's she's just fat, she brings the talent down. Have you listened to her? She can't even hold a note. The band better without her in it."
I felt someone pulling me away. As I turned my head I saw Chrissy pulling me to corner of the room. Lisa, Kath and Mike stood now next to Dani.
"Baby you gotta breath. It's alright. Nothing she said is true and you know it. You're a beautiful, talented, caring, loving, funny and amazing girl. But most importantly you're loved and worth so much that there's no need for you to ever worry." I nodded. "Stop those tears beautiful." She said to me. I wasn't aware of the fact that I  had started crying.
I put my head on her shoulder.
And than I heard Amy singing soon enough all of my sisters joined in.

[Amy:]
You are not your make up, not your clothes
An anonymous face that no one knows
You’re not a skin color, a pretty face
The number of inches around your waist
There’s so much that you've been through that nobody knows
So many things you never show.

[Kath:]
You’re more than labels
More than pain
Baby, you’re more than your mistakes
And you've got something to say

[Lisa:]
When will you realize
Baby, you’re worth it
You don’t have to do anything to earn it
Baby, you’re perfect
You deserve it
When will you see what I see
And realize you’re worth it

[Dani:]
You are not a burden, not a waste
You are not a copy, can’t be replaced
You’re not your pain, you’re not your past
Your scars will never hold you back
There's so much that you've been through that nobody knows
So many things you never show

[Christina:]
You’re more than labels
More than pain
Baby, you’re more than your mistakes
And you've got something to say

[Lisa:]
When will you realize
Baby, you’re worth it
You don’t have to do anything to earn it
Baby, you’re perfect
You deserve it
When will you see what I see
And realize you’re worth it

[All:]
You're worth it, baby, you're worth it
You're worth it, baby, you're worth it
You're worth it, baby, you're worth it
You're worth it, baby, you're worth it
You're worth it, baby, you're worth it
You're worth it, baby, you're worth it
You're worth it, baby, you're worth it
You're worth it

[Lauren:]
You're more than labels, more than pain
Baby, you're more than your mistakes
And you've got something to say

[Lisa:]
When will you realize
Baby, you’re worth it
Don’t have to do anything to earn it
Baby, you’re perfect
You deserve it
When will you see what I see
And realize you’re worth it

[All:]
You're worth it, baby, you're worth it
You're worth it, baby, you're worth it
You're worth it, baby, you're worth it
You're worth it, baby, you're worth it
You're worth it, baby, you're worth it
You're worth it, baby, you're worth it
You're worth it, baby, you're worth it
You're worth it

During the bridge all of the nice fans joined in and I laughed a bit. Chrissy was still stroking me and I felt content. I belonged her. I was accepted and loved. I was worthy of being loved.
I was worth the fight.

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