Invisible

Chapter 9

Christina PoV

"Dani. What was that supposed to mean?" I still held her wrist and both Kath and I were Looking at her expectingly. I was beyond mad. We all knew that Lillian and Dani didn't get along but telling your Sister to kill herself is beyond low.

"What do you mean?" She looked annoyed.
"What I mean? I mean you telling Lillian, your Baby sister, to cut deeper. To kill herself. What did you think? Why did you do this? What did she ever do to you?" My was voice dripping with Venom. I couldn't understand why she did that.

"What she did? You want too know what she did? As soon as she was Born you forgot about me. You ignored me. All you talked and cared About was Baby Lillian." Her one crying stopped her as she chocked on her tears.

"Oh Dani. Why would you ever think such a thing?" She pulled our sister into a hug and started stroking her hair.

"Why I would think that? All you guys ever cared about after Lillians birth was her. All of you forgot I existed. It was like you replaced me and didn't want me anymore. I was invisible. I tried to play with one of you. Not Right now Dani, I am playing with Lillian. I tried to get you to bring me to bed like you did before her birth, no Dani I am bringing Lillian to bed. I wanted to Play with a specific toy, no Dani let Lillian Play with it. You replaced me. You hated me." She seemed mad and sad at the same time.

Kath Held her close while I tried to figure out if this was really the case. Did we make Dani feel unloved after Lillians birth? If so we are the reason that not only one but two of our Sisters were broken and depressed and then I realised that in fact this was true. Right after her birth all of us spent alot of time with her and also ever since as she's our Baby sister and all of us feel the constant Need to protect her.

"Dani we all love and we Always did. I am sorry if you didn't feel this way, But I promise you that we all love and care About you." I stood in front of her and kissed her forehead.

"I know and I am sorry. I never wanted to hurt her. I just thought if she wasn't as close with you I could be close with you again. I never hated her. I love her she is my Baby sister. But I was so hurt and alone. Please don't hate me now!" She was crying and neither Kath or I knew how to calm her down. Dani wasn't one to cry that often so when she did we were helpless.

It took as a while to calm her down. "Come on Dan let's go talk to Lillian. I am sure she will forgive you." All three of us entered the bedroom again.

Lillian PoV

"Lillian. Baby you need to wake up. We Need to talk with you." I scrunched me eyes.

"Why? I'm tired." I opened my eyes and looked up. All of my Sisters sat in front of me. Dani looked like she cried. And she took a Deep breath.

"Lillian Baby I am sorry. I never wanted to hurt you. I love you. I Always did. But I was jealous and hurt because you had a better relationship with all of our Sisters. I am so sorry. Please forgive me and give me another Chance." She rambled down.

"But you Always this great realationship with all of them. You were in the band. I wasn'T even asked if I would want to join."

"What do you mean? Dani was supposed to ask you on your ninth Birthday." All of our Sisters looked shocked.

"I...I didn't want you to join. I thought the less time you spend with them the better my relationship with them would be. I am sorry. I didn't want you to get hurt this bad."

I was shocked. "You wanted me in the band? I Always thought you hated me and that you wouldn't care if I wasn't here anymore, as I don't have a function."
"Of Course we wanted you in the band. We Always thought you wouldn't want to be sing with us."
This reveal was shocking first Dani didn't hate me. She was just hurt. Second my Sisters Always cared. They wanted me in the band.

"Well why don't you sing something for us?" Lisa looked at me. I nodded.

"Amy can I borrow your guitar?" She nodded, got up and walked out of the room. When she came back she held her guitar in her hand.
"There you go Lilly." She handed me the Instrument. I took a deep breath and started strumming.

You, with your words like knives

And swords and weapons that you use against me

You, have knocked me off my feet again
Got me feeling like I'm nothing
You, with your voice like nails on a chalkboard
Calling me out when I'm wounded
You, pickin' on the weaker man

Well you can take me down
With just one single blow
But you don't know, what you don't know

Someday, I'll be living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

You, with your switching sides
And your wildfire lies and your humiliation
You, have pointed out my flaws again
As if I don't already see them
I walk with my head down
Trying to block you out cause I'll never impress you
I just wanna feel okay again.

I bet you got pushed around
Somebody made you cold
But the cycle ends right now
You can't lead me down that road
You don't know, what you don't know

Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

And I can see you years from now in a bar
Talking over a football game
With that same big loud opinion but
Nobody's listening
Washed up and ranting about the same old bitter things
Drunk and grumbling on about how I can't sing.

But all you are is mean
All you are is mean
And a liar, and pathetic, and alone in life
And mean, and mean, and mean, and mean

But someday, I'll be, living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean. Yeah
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so?
Someday, I'll be, living in a big old city
And all you're ever gonna be is mean... Yeah
Someday, I'll be big enough so you can't hit me
And all you're ever gonna be is mean
Why you gotta be so mean?

"Woah Lilian that was great. You're so talented Darling." Receiving a compliment from Dani still felt weird for me, but I could see that she meant it. I could feel myself blushing.

"Well I guess our band is consists now of seven Sisters." Christina said and smiled. For the first time in a really long time I felt genuinly happy.
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