愚かで醜い
Orokade Minikui
'Stupid and Ugly'
Chapter One
Sero Hanta's POV
Why am I so...ugly?
I stared at myself in the mirror, absolutely hating the way I look.
"Hey, Sero!" I hear Kirishima call out to me. My cheeks start to become a bit red.
"H-Huh? Oh, hey, Kiri!" I replied, turning over with a smile.
"Have you seen Bakugou? I've been looking all over for him!" Kirishima exclaimed.
I frown a bit.
Dammit. He doesn't want me.
"Uh...I think he was in the kitchen?" I say, staring at the shorter red head.
"Oh. Thanks, man!" He thanked me, and ran off to the kitchen.
I nodded and clenched my fist.
Why can't I be a man...? Why can't I be more handsome? Why can't I be fucking smarter?!
I started to tear up, so I went back to my dorm to cry.
"I'm such a fucking crybaby!" I yell, though, I could care less about who heard me.
I feel stupid and ugly. I'm not even fucking strong. No wonder nobody likes me. At least I have a few friends...
I completely break down. I want to be in Kirishima's embrace.
What's it like in the female world...?
I bet it's so much better than my pathetic little life.
Momo has so many people that like her.
But, I'm shamed for being gay?
That's not fucking fair.
How come the girls get to be free and supported?
That's. Fucking. DUMB.
I started to scratch at my arms, my nails are sharp. I can create some cuts.
You just cry like the little bitch you are.
You're worthless.
Kirishima hates you.
Kill yourself.
Die.
Jump off the roof.
"SHUT UP ALREADY!" I yell to myself.
Those suicidal thoughts are getting to me again.
"Uh, Sero?" Mina opened the door.
Fuck. I thought I locked that!
"...Y-Yeah...?" I stutter, breathing heavily and tears blocked my vision.
"A-Are you okay?" Mina asked, rushing over to me.
"No! Kirishima doesn't like me! H-He likes Bakugou! Not to me-mention that I'm so fucking w-worthless and g-getting shamed by so many people for being...g-gay! J-Jirou is b-being supported for being lesbian, that i-isn't fair! W-Why can't-"
"It's okay, Sero...your okay...I'm here for you..." Mina wrapped her arms around me.
"Ashido..." I cried, hugging her tightly.
"Breathe in and out. Your alright, Sero." She said, soothing me.
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Post-It Note (ｓｅｒｏｈａｎｔａ)
Fiksi PenggemarSero Hanta was always a sad boy. He was bullied, he always had anxiety attacks, his mum died due to suicide, he's depressed as hell. But...it stared to got better when he got into UA HighSchool! Kirishima Eijirou, Bakugou Katsuki, Ashido Mina, And K...
