Beas Pov
My phone was flooded with texts off Sky,what was I going to do? Maybe I should sleep on it? I turned my phone off and climbed into bed,looking over at the empty space beside me missing Sky's presence and warmth.Skylars Pov
I lay awake in bed,looking blankly at my screen,Bea had read my messages but hadn't replied. I wonder if she hates me,i hate me too.*Trigger Warning*
I crept out of bed,walking into my bathroom looking at myself in the mirror,my eyes puffy from crying,i splashed cold water over my face.My hands shaking as I grabbed hold of the small box that held my blades,I looked at the small object contemplating whether I should do it,my demons battling with my thoughts,telling me 2days was nothing and they were right,it didn't matter,i was alone and no one could stop me,not even my dignity.
The small object dragged along my skin,blood dripping down my arm,but I liked it,it was calming it brought me back to reality,one cut never just stayed as one,it always ended in a mess,but a beautiful mess.
I dropped the blade back in the box,placing it in the cabinet,cleaning my arm and bandaging it up.
I stumped back into bed,feeling slightly relieved,i closed my eyes,drifting into a deep sleep.
Beas Pov
Today was the day I had to make my mind up,what was more important to me? Tears began to fall down my cheeks.I couldn't think straight,all I could think about was Sky,and her beautiful face.
Focus I told myself,but it was useless,the only reason why I signed the contract was because 1. I wanted to help my mom,as bringing a child up on your own isn't the easiest of things,i just wanted to be able to help her 2. I loved music,it was my release,my distraction.
I phoned my manager,feeling a lump form in my throat.
"So Bea what have you decided?" He asked
"My family needs the money,whats next?" I ask
"I'm glad you said that because the music industry needs someone as edgy as you,and plus we have found a lad suitable for you" he replied sounding excited
Well I'm glad his happy,i felt such a horrible person,I'm so selfish.
"His called Chad,he will be waiting for you outside the school gates,have a nice day Bea"
"Thanks" I answer not feeling so excited
A minute later I receive a new text from an unknown number
'Hey,its Chad' it readsWell this Chad dude sounds cool,and hot,but my mind still wondered to Sky.
Pull yourself together I thought taking a deep breath
I dressed appropriately,enough to impress this Chad guy,i mean I can't blame Chad his doing me a big favour,i just feel so helpless
I went with my normal edgy look,wearing my favourite boots.
I arrived outside school,and could see a tall lad with tattoo's,a beanie and a skateboard resting in his hands,now this was my type of lad.
How had I not seen this guy around?
"You must be Chad" I smiled
"That's me" he laughed shyly
I looked up at his face,wow this guy was hella cute,and hella hot! He had a lip piercing which made his lips stand out even more,i had a feeling this day wasn't going to be so bad as I had expected!
"Well it's lovely to meet you Chad" I held my hand out receiving a hand shake
"Your beautiful" he complimented
"You're not so bad yourself" I winked letting out a small laugh
I stood lovingly glazing into his big green eyes,wow this lad was something else
Skylars Pov
I woke up late,cursing under my breathe,rushing out in a hurry,i turned my music up to full blocking out the world around me.As I rushed to get into the school building,I'm pushed to the floor
Flashback
I walked into the school building keeping my head down,focusing on the music blaring through my headphones. I search for the school office,accidentally colliding into someone,i hear there books fall to the floor, I look up to see a beautiful young girl picking up her school books,i crouch down helping her"I'm sorry" I mutter nervously
"It's okay,i haven't seen you around before,are you new?" she asks smiling as she takes the books from me
"Yeah,im Skylar" I greeted
"Bea Miller" she replies smirking
Tears begin to roll down my face as the memories flood back to me.
"Are you okay,i didn't mean to bump into you,I'm sorry" a lad apologises
"Yeah I'm fine" I reply collecting my books up off the floor
"Let's go Chad" a familiar voice caught my attention
I looked up to be met with Bea
"Bea" I choked out desperately in need for her to wrap her arms around me,but instead they were wrapped around this guy
I choked back tears,watching her walk away with this mystery boy.
A/N - What do you think happens next? Will Sky confront Bea?
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How will Skylar react to Beas sudden behaviour?
After being betrayed,ignored,things get to hard for Sky,and things fall out of place,leaving her stood over a bridge contemplating suicide,but will a certain someone be able to talk her out of it?
Will Bea realise her mistakes?
Thank you for reading, I love you!
Did you forget
Everything we ever had?
Did you forget?
Did you forget
About me?Did you regret (did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget (did you forget)
What we were feeling inside?
Now I'm left to forget
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