What do I do now
that I can't feel whole again?
I can't focus now
that you left as fast as you came.
My chest hurts now
And I cant do anything about it.
I'm thinking of you now
and I'm sure it's not healthy.
All I do is sulk now
because I feel as though there's something wrong with me.
There's teardrops on this page now
because I miss what we had.
I hardly ever feel now
because I was in pain so long I became numb.
I wonder if you're dead now
because you can't seem to answer my calls for help.
My thoughts are always on you now
because you made me feel what I hadn't before.
I want to go to sleep now
so I can dream you're still with me.
I don't think there is a now
because my now wants to go back to then.
Now is the last thing I want now.
Can't I just have you back now?
Can't you just come back now?
You're still not here now.
What do I do now?
YOU ARE READING
Time Unvalued
PoetryThese are just some poems that I wrote when I was 14 when I was taking the time, opportunities and most importantly... people, surrounding me for granted.