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What do I do now

that I can't feel whole again?

I can't focus now

that you left as fast as you came.

My chest hurts now

And I cant do anything about it.

I'm thinking of you now

and I'm sure it's not healthy.

All I do is sulk now

because I feel as though there's something wrong with me.

There's teardrops on this page now

because I miss what we had.

I hardly ever feel now

because I was in pain so long I became numb.

I wonder if you're dead now

because you can't seem to answer my calls for help.

My thoughts are always on you now

because you made me feel what I hadn't before.

I want to go to sleep now

so I can dream you're still with me.

I don't think there is a now

because my now wants to go back to then.

Now is the last thing I want now.

Can't I just have you back now?

Can't you just come back now?

You're still not here now.

What do I do now?

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