so badly wanting to message my mother "together" as always I know deep down despite everything she would come running but with work the twins and baby summer I know she has loads on her mind. I know she needs to focus on the things she can. specially loosing dad. specially after her break down. I had my son a month ago. axel was great even though we spent the whole time arguing about names. we ended up with Elijah Michael break-heart I never chose the surname kinder happen when I had axel as the father. his father is a good pop but I wished like hell trace was here. specially while rose had james trace kirk. I can say ben impressed me how he pulled her threw. mum turned up for both never stayed at the house but she did pull come. she was with me when Elijah came into this world kicking and screaming. then raced down the hall as my crazy sister had James the same day. she was over whelmed and happy to be a nan. she loves it. something is off with her though and its crazy hard to see her broken. I cant imagine it you know. loosing someone you love loosing someone you had kids with.
We moved into our home and mum helped decorate with me and axel. mainly agreed with axel a lot. dean made more appearance's to our house while she was there but she just shrugged it off. am I worried about her. yes yes I am. but axel tells me bens father Jake sees her a lot and makes sure her and the kids are fine. making me feel a little more as ease.
heading towards the club house I see Jake pull up on his ride. he is the new prez. he didn't take it well. he said he feels like he traveling a ghost. I get it but he deserved it.
"Jake" I say as I climb out of my SUV gave up my car for a mum car.
"angel" he beams climbing of his ride walking over
"how is our little man" he coos as I pull Elijah out of the car
"little grumpy" I say as he grabs him and I side hug him and look up
"how is she" I ask knowing where he came from
"not good I think darlin I might go stay with her for a while I just have to bring it up to the club" he says shocking me
"not good" I repeat he sighs
"there is a lot she had to-do baby girl a lot non and I'm not sure trace knew she found out about something from Australia after receiving some letters" he says and froze up he looked at me
"you know" he ask and I look away
"no" I say more in a question
"angel speak" he says in a angry tone
"I been receiving some myself but its my past not hers" I say as he shakes his head
"have you told axel" he says as I grab Elijah of him and shake my head as tear comes down my face. my other hand gripping my necklace a reminder of my past. I never took it off.
"your mother said it was about you" he says looking away and I want to call her explain shit what does she know.
"come to my office" he says and I stop and look around I haven't been to the office since trace
"iii" I start and he nods holding me to him
"I know shit do I fucking know" he says as I gulp
"dean and axel are out with the other stones doing a bomb fire" he says as I nod to him
"even my other grad baby" he says smiling he always classes Elijah one of his and I kinder like it. its like having apart of trace with us and him and trace are kinder like brothers. I see him walk of and I see the pain in I just don't know why.
I walk around the corner to see the siblings around the fire ben with James and axel laughing at something Cory and his new boyfriend Darrel say making me smile as I hold Elijah close. then axel spots me.
"baby" he says but that's all show he sees his son. he kisses me and grabs Elijah of me
"really axe you only want me for my goods and our son" I say as he coos to Elijah
"fuck no women I love you" he says kissing me making me smile.
"better coz I need more axel time we haven't had us" I say as he nods.
"prez called church so I will be late home" he says and I go pale I know what this about
"we need to talk" I say as dean walks over
"my grandson" he says as axel hands him Elijah
"please" I ask as I never actually beg or be Hella nice he nods
"dad watch my boy my women needs me" he says as I smile for some reason that makes me feel good. him putting me before everyone and his club just for a moment but now I have to tell him everything things I wouldn't say in a million years but now my mother has been bought into this I have to I just hope he don't look at me different.
"watch out son clear the vases out of the room" dean chuckles and for once I don't chuckle and joke because axel is about to find out why
YOU ARE READING
Thriving together Book 3 Angelika Stone
RomanceThis is Angelikas storie of her life and traumas. why does she have so many underlying issues that half get addressed in book 1 and 2. how does her having a child make her think of her past.
