I never thought in a million years I would have knight in shinning Armor okay kutte. still never thought I would have it. Dad has been home for a few weeks. he is different hell we all are. as I watch him sitting by the pool watching mum play with the twins and summer I see it the pain on what he missed. the pain that summer loves Jake. oh boy do I see that.
"hey" I say sitting near him playing with the grass
"you alright kiddo" he ask and I nod
"morning sickness but I am okay" I say and I look to him
"thank you" I say and he nods
"you never need to thank me'" he says but I bite my lip
" but I do. you look lost. I cant help but blame my self" I say and I look to mum
"she thinks she hide the new scar well. she thinks we don't know. your scars are just as visible. you stand by and watch her like she is the one who will leave. you never join her just watch and your not creating memories your watching them play out without you" I say as I look to him as he watches me
"she loves you, she wants you. summer needs you to join or you wont connect. you wanted time away from club to-do that but you just watched" I say as rose sits
"yep and I see mum do the same" rose says looking at mum
"huh" he says as she smiles
"when you grill, fix your ride, play with the twins, talk to cory or even when your with us she watches never joins like you two are afraid to enjoy it" she says and I smile at sister who btw finally has come around she was a bitch until mum lost it. oh boy did she. made corys eyes pop open
"she dose huh" he says looking at her again.
"she dose and sometimes a tear falls when she thinks none of us are looking" rose says and I nod knowing I seen it too
"memories we watch them fly by and not join in" he says low and I nod
"yeah and right now she is making them without you again" I say as he tears his shirt of and dives in. as he reaches mum he kisses her. making her arms come around his neck. she smiles as the twins throw summer around don't go far as they still little but they try. her little floaties keep her up. we hear mum laugh as dad grabs her. we laugh as she tries to scream for help. I look over to the grill to see my man the one ill marry after I have fucking another kid.
"you good" rose ask and I look at her
"I'm not sure how to feel" I reply and she nods
"your life its complicated" she says as I smile
"how about you about Vivian" I say as she shrugs
"I never knew her but knowing she nearly killed my father has my anger boiling" she says and I nod
"he saved me" I whisper looking at my dad who I never thought would hold my heart like a father did.
"sometimes its ones we don't exspect" she says and I nod
"how you and ben" I ask as I know they had problems she smiles
"he asked me to marry him" she says as I look at her in shock last I heard they where going to separate.
"really" I ask my shock evident
"yeah and I said yes I loved him since I was in pig tales ange" she says a tear coming down her face
"yeah I know" I say as I see ben and axel Darrel cory and lucy darrels little sister all laughing
"do you think this is it" I ask she laughs
"nope we are mc kids ange its never it"
"hmm"
"you happy about your storie ending" she ask and I frown
"what you mean"
"your my vase sister and now your my soul sister your a mum a daughter a fiancé the truth is out the truth healed you" she says and I frown
"truth never healed me" I say as I feel uneasy about this
"what did" she ask leaning forward and the only reason ill tell her is because we been through so much together
"he did" I point to axel the day he ripped that necklace of my neck and told me it was my noose I felt it. I felt how right he was. as I say this I put my hand on the new necklace I have. a moon goddess symbol that means about a love story.
"hmm you getting weak" rose says as I shake my head
"dad taught me love make you stronger you just have to find the right people and I have that" I say as axel comes and wraps his arms around me he must of heard
"hey my baby momma" he jokes making me push him into the water
"wrong words little boy" trace says carrying summer out of the pool
"hmm" ben says hugging rose
"I wouldn't get cosy boys ill be making your life hell now I am back more runs and less time making my girls pregnant" trace says as mum laughs
"little late ange here trying to set a record" she say as my eyes widen
"mum" I scold making her laugh
"its okay baby girl Mumma has you" she says as the twins smile at me I put my arms out and so dose rose as our baby brothers come to us to get wiped and tickle attacked.
YOU ARE READING
Thriving together Book 3 Angelika Stone
Roman d'amourThis is Angelikas storie of her life and traumas. why does she have so many underlying issues that half get addressed in book 1 and 2. how does her having a child make her think of her past.
