Secrets

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Sams POV 

Ever since high school i knew i had feelings for colby but back then i never wanted to admit it, not even to my parents because i knew they would never have got it, it got to much for me with my 'girlfriend' and all of my friends just being rude so i ran away left my phone and every thing so they couldn't find me i wanted to run away from my lies, the truth of myself and the rumors.


Eltons POV 

i'm pacing the entrance staring at the floor then i hear sam yelling at the nurse, colby was always the one i actually had to look out for like an uncle, but sometimes he just doesn't do anything to just stare at some random object, or talk to himself. all my thoughts get cut off when i see sam running so i chase after him getting stares along the way but i don't care, Sam suddenly stops at a door walks in and stares i go over to the door and stand in the entrance hearing sam talk aloud again" i just sit there listening to him speak to colby "i can't believe i never told you... i can't hide it, its been to long i wish i can just come out already, but i can't im sorry, i can't loose you, i cant i haven't told you the secret i have been keeping since high school... i just ran away because i was tired of my lies, the truth of myself and the rumors that kept going around... i want you to be mine forever colby so please just get better and" holy shit that was his secret and i just listened to it "took you long enough to say so sam" he looks up at colby thinking it was him so i clear my throat and looks behind him "i - please elton don't tell any-" i had to cut him off cause he look scared and maybe it was me or his secret but i had to say something "Sam its alright i was waiting for you two to get together" he sighed in relief "really sam are you scared of me telling everyone, sam thats your secret to tell, not mine"

Colbys POV 

back to present day 

You know what maybe, the voice was right i am useless, i can't do anything right.

Hey colby knew you would want me back 

Uhhhh not you again i don't want you back leave me alone !

*knock knock 

"hey colby you ok?" wait did i yell that aloud?... crap now i have to be watched again then bombarded with more questions and become the hawks eyes prey. "yeah i'm fine, Sam" he doesn't look one ounce of convinced "scuse me i need to go bathroom" he moves out of the way as i push past him to the bathroom, i sit on the bathroom crying quietly to myself making sure no one can hear. a couple minutes later i go for the cupboard and reach to the back where i hid the rest of my sharpest stuff and slowly make 3 cuts as im done cleaning them and wrapping them someone knocks on the door " hey colbs you ok?" crap its sam he's definitely going to find out i hid the cuts in the sleeve of the sweater he gave me, then i continue to hide the tiny scissors to the back of the cupboard and open the door to see him with a full on concerned face. hes going to ask me question after question then ask me to roll my sleeves up. but he just looks at me sadly walks away goes into his room grabs a pillow comes back and we end up cuddling and falling asleep.

Sams POV 

i knew what colby was doing in there, but i don't have the courage to do anything i walk into my room grab one of my pillows grab colbys arm and steer him into the room, me cuddling close to him and falling asleep to colbys breathing.

Hoped you liked it :) 

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