It's A Small World (One Direction Fan Fiction)

Chapter 8

Dedicated to djxoxox because her comment made my day:')

"Wake up everyone!" I happily yelled as I skipped down the hallway.Did I mention the boys were sleeping over?

"ALRIGHT BITCHES GET THE FUCK UP!" I yelled after a minute of silence. 

Curse periods and their mood swings.

"Language!" Liam appeared in his doorway.

"Ah!At least someones up!" I clapped my hands.

"Yup.Doubt Zayn is though."

I woke up this morning beside Zayn,just like last night. I honestly don't know whats going on between us right now. I made myself a mental note to sort this all out later.It's like an angel bitched slapped Zayn and he finally realized who I am.That's all he knows right now,not was was happened in that time.My feeling for him are messed up! One minute I hate him, the next i'm cuddling into him. I mentally groaned.

Thanks to some pains, I woke up about an hour earlier while everyone was still sleeping. It gets pretty boring having a big house to yourself!

At that moment, Harry and Louis appeared out of their room.

"What was all that noise?" Louis rubbed his eyes.Aw!He looked like a little child. I just wanted to run up to him and pinch his cheeks.

"Um..Joey?" I heard Louis ask.I looked up and realized I had actually ran up to him and pinched his cheeks like a little baby.

"Oh um..breakfast is ready!" I smiled sheepishly and ran down the stairs. Breakfast was actually ready,I woke everyone up before I could eat all of it. Don't judge me, I'm a hungry woman!

"Hey babe" Oh great, yeah you could just go ahead and ruin my perfect morning.

"Don't call me babe." I shot back at him.

"Look, Jo, I'm sorry-" Jo. Only Zayn was allowed to call me Jo.

"No Zayn.What are you sorry for? Ditching me? Leaving me behind? You just had to pick the best time to leave!I was alone Zayn! I had no one! You know what hurt the most? That you didn't even bother to send me a text,call anything! A simple 'hi' would have been great!" I was raising my voice every word by now.

"I just missed you so much!Your warm hugs,your kisses." I was crying now. Man I've done alot of crying these past few weeks. I couldn't help myself- I ran up to him and hugged him.

"I've missed waking up to you beside me.Those sleepovers we always had,pizza,movies,talking.I miss looking in your brown eyes knowing I was loved. I miss when we always hung out. I just God damn miss you!I fucking hate you for doing this to me!" I was hitting him in the chest with my fists.

"Shh." He whispered in my ear,tightening his embrace. "Shh..Joey don't cry."

"No Zayn,you don't understand." My voice was croaked. "Just please..tell me why.I need a explanation."

I looked up at him.His brown eyes started watering.

"I-I can't tell you." His whisper was barely audible. 

Anger took over me that second.

"Why!Why can't you tell me?What's so bad about this reason that you can't tell me?!" I shouted, breaking out of his embrace.

"I'll tell you when the time is right Joey,please." His voice cracked. "What did your parents say though?" He whispered. Zayn and my parents were very close. He was like a son to them, they adored him. Always teasing us how we will one day get married and they will finally have grand children.