my ex husband is my neighbor

the first time

I told Kevin why you wanted to talk about this so suddenly and he said it's about you and your life all you barely do is talk about it don't you think it's time to tell someone about how you feel. and I knew that I have to do it in case I need to get better so I invited him inside so we can talk and I said so what is it about Charles you want to talk about and she said well it's about your marriage did you get a divorce and I said yes in a very Stern and serious voice. and he said I am so sorry about that but what about Jacob what does it mean by you wanted to talk I told him that he was going to get primary custody of my son and I only see him on weekends and he said oh my gosh I didn't know about it I'm so sorry and I said it's not your fault and the last thing you want to say was how come you can't get better and I completely was shocked and  I just don't want to talk about this right and he said I think it might be the perfect time that we talked about how you feel. I told him what's there to talk about I'm a living mess I can't do anything right all I do is drink to make things worse but he said the reason you do this is because you're not the same person. you barely talk about your feelings and I think I need to spend more time with you just like you need to spend more time with Jacob.  you know who you sound like you sound like my ex-husband and he completely was shocked when I say I immediately took back by my words but it was too late. I am nothing like him that's right you're nothing like him because you don't know me you don't know anything about my life and then he said well I want to be a part of your life and I said what do you mean Chloe I love you I want to spend every waking moment with you and I think you should love me too I love you, your son, and your house don't you think it's time that you deserve someone new and someone better I was completely flustered I blushed and said someone better how do you mean and then he leaned over to me and kissed me I completely blushing. and after a few seconds later he let go and said how about that and I didn't know what to say I love that or I don't know but instead I kissed him back and we did you know what's in the bedroom for 5 hours it was a best moment of my life and I think we should be more than friends.