What's life without some risk? (Atsuhina Mafia AU)

Will he be mine one day?

A/n : There are no manga spoilers so don't worry!

Atsumu's pov

There are top setters,spikers and libero's of japan standing right infront of me. There are so many fangirls screaming my name and begging me to take a look at them. Everyone's gaze is fixated on me and only me.

Why's my gaze towards a small orange who isn't even single? is it his fluffy hair? his smile? the way he jumps? the way he forgets to hit the ball after jumping? what's so special about him? ...........i ask myself that since the day i met this so called guy "Shoyo Hinata"

"Atsumu! focus!" i heard my twin yell at me but i couldn't careless about the game.

I'm so jealous of this kageyama dude like we met in japanese youth training camp and there was nothing good about him other than the fact that he's from a rich family. His dad is the ceo but that doesn't have anything to do with him.

After what felt like an eternity the game finally came to an end and we have won. It totally shook karasuno well they lost after all. Everyone looked like they were on the verge of tears but my lil sunshine looked scared......why?

We shook our hands with karasuno and thanked the people who came to watch us. Whatever happened i kept my eyes only on karasuno's no.10. His face had a expression which totally said he's uncomfortable or something.

Out of nowhere i caught him staring at me which made me raise an eyebrow. is he wishing to ask me  something or what?

I slowly waved at him from where I was standing. He turned his head away from me and went with his team without turning for a second. i wonder if he blushed or was embarrassed cus i caught him staring.

I shook all the thoughts away whatever i do he's not mine he can't be mine. he is in love with Tobio kageyama.

It's strange how i really admire this boy this much. if only fate would let me go back in time and confess to him before kageyama.

I watched him slowly disappear from my sight with the background noises ringing in my head. i swear to god all i want is to hold him in my arms and kiss his forehead.........nothing more.

I finally gathered my courage and went after him to tell him how i feel maybe just maybe the rumor about him and kageyama dating are false.

I ran upto him not caring about my teammates nor his teammates. all i had in mind was the ball of sun shine.

I grabbed his arm from behind and i could tell he was caught off guard by that.

"Atsumu-san do you want something?" he asked with a bit of red tint on his cheeks. is he blushing or am i day dreaming?!

"could you talk with me privately for a second?" i asked him with a lil hope he'd come. He looked back at his teammates and daichi told him it's ok.

I led him to an isolated place and looked straight into those beautiful brown eyes in which i got lost in multiple times and lost points.

"Hinata idk if you're dating kageyama or not well more likely i don't care if you date kageyama or not but I've been in love with you ever since the day i laid eyes on you. i always wanted to say hello to you but i never bothered and you again entered my life as my opponent and the next time we fight i want us to be lover" i said it all at once clearly scaring/confusing the lil orange.

"w-wait you know me before our match? have we met before?" he stuttered midway.

"that isn't the matter now. what do you think about me? you don't have to say yes of course. i'll take you on a date first then you can decided" i said calmly this time. His face seemed really happy and i was 100% sure he'd say yes.

"i'd love to-" when he was about to finish we were interrupted by the one and only king himself.

"Hinata you'd love to? what?" kageyama asked while leaning against the wall with an intimidating aura around him. what's up with his attitude.

"i-i'd love t-to talk more but i don't have time now and also i don't like you in that way atsumu-san if you'll excuse me" hinata's words hit like a tunder. his simling face turned into a scared one after kageyama entered the scene.

They both went away leaving me in utter shock. was i hallucinating about him liking me?

........................................................................

"atsumu eat something" osamu said but i wasn't hungry i felt empty inside. i didn't know what to do after this.

"getting rejected and looking like a suicidal maniac doesn't suit you so go and atleast wash up" my twin said. i nodded simply.

I went to the restroom and when i was about to open the door it got opened. I saw kageyama coming out looking furious as hell but i didn't question it like why should i ?

I entered the rest room to see hinata standing infront of a mirror with fluffly cheeks. was he crying or something? i was not going to question him but my instinct told me to do it.

"hinata are you crying?" i asked hoping he'd atleast shake his head. He seemed to be hesitant at first.

eventually he said no and then i noticed red liquid coming from his lips. blood?

"why are you bleeding?! lemme take a look" i said and took his face in my hand only to be slapped away.

"n-no atsumu-san! i- i mean i just bit my toungue that's why it's bleeding" he yelled at the start but calmed down.

"if you've bitten your toungue why's your lip bleeding?" i asked again which his face gave a 'i messed up' reaction.

"oh sorry ya i bit my lips" he tried to defend but it was clear he was lying.

"that certainly looks like someone else has bitten it.......did someone harass you?" i asked trying my best not to sound weird.

"n-no i-i" he trailed off but unconsciously my body moved and i licked his blood with my toungue. ok i fucked up. for a split second i felt him kiss back but then he pushed me away.

"I'm dating kageyama atsumu-san!" he yelled at me making my world spin infront of me.

"give me one reason why i should date you atsumu-san" he asked while wiping his lips.

"cuz i'll keep you happy unlike that jerk who you're calling a boyfriend" i replied.

"really?j-just go away" he stuttered and all i wanted was to hold him and say it's ok.

"give me one reason why i shouldn't date you shoyo?!" i asked foolishly. how could i ask this ?! he is dating another guy.

"we'll both die" that was what he said. i wondered if i heard him right. He left the restroom in a hurry and i just stood still.

And that was the last day I've seen the sunshine........

will he be mine one day?

To be continued....