kill or be killed

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"let me show you the letter he wrote for me" he got up and went to search the letter while my heart was aching like hell.

The smile he had when he talked about that guy was so pure woah they even passed love letters? i totally feel like a passerby now......

A love letter from hinata's lover?

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Hinata's pov

I probably sound like a crazy person while telling my story. I've known atsumu for like 2 days now but I feel oddly comfortable with him for some reason. I hope he'll help me he seems like a genuine person too.

I took out the letter i hid in the back of my bed and  opened it. If kageyama finds this then the last thing left of my old memory will be gone.

I looked at atsumu who seemed curious but also i felt like he was annoyed. Who wouldn't be annoyed when you randomly ask them to find your long lost crush.

"Mr. Hinata is that the letter given to you by the guy you love?"he asked me and i simply nodded. he started reading it while I sat down quietly wondering why I have no memory of this guy's face like i sound crazy but I will find him even if it's the last thing I do.

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Dear hinata shoyo,
        This is the last letter I'm writing to you. You have been missing for 1 year now. No one knows where you are all they are saying is you went to another country to pursue your studies but why didn't you say one last goodbye to me? I'm still waiting for you hinata and i always will. In your last letter you gave me a nickname "tiger" and i officially thought about changing my name into tiger haha ......I wish we could laugh together hinata. I even planned our future! You know how much I love games and stuff so I'm gonna open a big club in new York and we can happily live there. I'm gonna post this letter to the place you used to live in. If you somehow get this letter and your still interested in starting a life with me......Not even kageyama will be a threat I'll protect you so......If you ever want me like i always want you.....You can find me in New York at clubs. I'll be waiting for you i swear to you the love of my life. Please be safe my tangerine.

                                              Your beloved,
                                                       Tiger.

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Atsumu's pov

After reading the letter I'm out of words. I turned my face towards hinata who was literally on tears. So are they really in love? What am I here? A third wheel?

My face turned into a mixture of sadness. Just thinking about hinata with someone else hurts.

"So this is why you were going from bar to bar?.......To find him?" I asked him while suppressing the urge to burst out. I wanted to scream my lungs  out and hug him but he doesn't want me. He wants the 'tiger'

"P-pls atsumu.... Please h-help me find my tiger. All you have to do is just be with me. I'll do the searching please all you have to do is take care of kageyama he seems to trust you....So pls i want to be with tiger and gain my memories back" he said with his tears falling from his face freely.

I pulled him closer and let him cry on my shoulder. He sulked in my shoulder. I lent my shoulder to him as a friend this time. Maybe seeing him happy with that tiger guy won't be that bad? First we'll find this tiger guy then I'll decide if he's good for hinata.

"Wait what's your second name atsumu? You never told me" he asked and got away from me i instantly started missing his warmth.

"Oh it's atsumu miya" i said and gave a little smile trying to light up the mood and then i realized I messed up.

"Wait miya??? The miya groups? Miya groups is the only group which could rival kageyama here in New york!!" He yelled with surprise all over his face.

I left my family a long time ago and joined a mafia group so if hinata finds this out then the whole story is over oh no.

"No no no if I'm miya groups owner then why would I be needing money haha. My name's Atsumu miyagi" i tried to cover it up it actually worked. Thank the heavens.

"Oh i see well lemme go and take a bath. You can go to your room atsumu and thanks for giving me hope once again" he said which I nodded in return and returned to the room besides hinata's.

Then i heard my phone ring and it was none other than my brother.

"Tsumu where are you now? Your gang says your on an important mission. What are you doing now?" Samu asked with his all time boring voice.

"Samu i told you to stop calling me. I'm never coming back home not after what that guy has done to our mother and us. Just cus he has money doesn't mean the world spins around him" i said coldly. As much as I love my brother i hate my richass father yes the miya groups founder.

"Tsamu if you don't come home then I'll have to take over the company. I'd prefer it if you take over" osamu's voice sounded stressed.

"I don't want that company osamu i told you that a million times . You know I cut ties with our family a long time ago I'm only stayin in contact with you. By the way idk if you'll believe it but I found hinata but seems like hinata loves someone else" i said and i could practically hear his sigh from the phone.

"All you think about is hinata this hinata that. Now see he moved on with life with someone else while you are nothing but a crazy guy going after him. If I could then I'll wipe hinata's whole existence from your brain then maybe you'll be with your family instead of some guns" osamu said which made me hiss.

"Now you crossed the line samu. You are just like the rest of this world doesn't understand crap. Don't ever call me again" i was gonna end the call but he started saying something again.

"We are twins tsumu we are supposed to be together" osamu almost yelled this time.

"We maybe twins but we have separate hearts and brain. Remember that now goodbye just shower in your money" i said back with all the anger i stored up and hung up the phone and sighed.

Osama's pov

"Idiot money is more important than love now Stupid brother....."

Atsumu's pov

"Idiot why can't he understand Love is more important than money stupid brother......"

Now i have to find this tiger guy then end kageyama and shut my father too.

I thought the game's gonna end soon but looks like it's just the beginning.

What should I do? I can either kill the guy hinata loves or let him kill my love for hinata. Will i kill or be killed?

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