Chapter 7

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I get woken up to Caspar quietly saying my name. I skint and look up at him.

"What Caspar?" I say in a croaky voice.

"I've tried to get to sleep for an hour now but I'm too squished, can you move over a bit?" he whispers.

"I can't or i'll fall off" I say, closing my eyes again.

"Can we go down to my bed then?" he asks. My eyes automatically fling open.

"What? No Caspar" I reply.

"Come on there will be so much more room and it's more comfortable" he tries to bribe me.

"Whatever, aslong as you let me go back to sleep" I mumble.

"Of course" he says.

I groan and get up, quickly running downstairs and into Caspars room, Caspar comes in shortly.

"Do you wanna lie near the wall or near the edge of the bed?" he asks.

"Wall please" I say, climbing in.

I face the wall and settle down as Caspar climbs in after me. I instantly feel way more relaxed because of being so much more comfortable. I sigh.

"Night Caspar. Don't wake me up" I say as I close my eyes.

"I won't" he replies.

I drift.

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I wake up to the sound of raised voices coming from the next room. I sit up in bed.

"What the fuck Caspar? Why is she in your bed?" I hear Joe argue.

"She was cold because you took the blanket. Don't get angry with me because I shared a bed with her when you took the blanket off us" he retaliates.

Should I go see why they're arguing or not? I mean it's gonna be awkward with Joe. Oh well I just want a good nights sleep and clearly I'm not going to get it if I don't tell them to shut up.

I decide to get up and go and see what they boys are yelling at and I go to Joes room.

"I swear to fucking god. If you've slept with her Caspar..." I see Joe say angrily gritting his teeth towards Caspar.

"I wouldn't do that to her" he shouts back in his face.

"Stop yelling jesus christ" I whine. Both the boys turn to face me. Joe still looks angry but his face softens when he looks at me. I look to Caspar and see his face change from angry to extremely mad.

"WHAT THE FUCK HAVE YOU DONE TO HER JOE!" Caspar shouts coming over to me.

Joe immediately goes pale and his face drops when he has noticed something. What are they looking at?

I walk into Joes en suite and look in the mirror. Oh my god. There they are. Small, but many love bites all up and down my neck. I swallow hard and stare. He's marked me?

I turn to see Joe clench his fists and stand up tall, I walk out and see him staring at a very angry Caspar. Caspar paces towards him with his fists clenched. I immediately run out of the bathroom and grab him by the arm.

"CASPAR DON'T!" I say trying to push him away but he keeps on walking ignoring me. I stand in front of him because I know none of them will hurt me. Well I hope not.

"CASPAR LOOK AT ME!" his gaze instantly drops to me.

"Leave it. It's fine" I say.

"Fine? Grace he's marked all your neck." he says touching my neck.

I grab his wrist and move it. "Leave it Cas".

He stares at me for a minute and then looks up at Joe. "Don't touch her". He walks out the room and slams the door. I turn to Joe.

"Why did you mark me?" I say gritting my teeth.

He completely ignores me and just stares at me.

"Joe answer me" I say louder. His hard expression imediately softens and he walks towards me. I take a step back.

His eyebrows drop. "Grace please-"

"No Joe. Tell me why you marked me". I say crossing my arms across my chest.

He looks down and licks his lip. "It's hard to explain".

"Fuck sake Joe. If you don't want me to leave right now and never come back, tell me why" I say getting annoyed.

His eyes instantly shoot up. "Grace I would tell you but it's hard for me!"

"WHY. JUST TELL ME WHY OR I'M LEAVING!" I shout loosing my patience.

"BECAUSE ME AND CASPAR BOTH LIKE YOU!" he shouts back louder.

I stop. What?

"What?" I say, my voice barely audiable.

"I wanted to mark you to show Caspar your mine. I'm selfish Grace, i've never been selfish before but when I saw you I knew I had to have you. I can't share you with no one. Not even Caspar. The only thing I want Caspar to be to you is a friend" he says without taking a breath inbetween.

"...but you were with Sarah when you first saw me?" I say.

"We were pretty much broken up by that point anyway. She was just sort of there. Someone to sleep with. She never cared about me, never. I did until she became a bitch. When she went for you I lost it. I would never let anyone hurt you" he says, walking closer to me.

"Joe-" I start.

"No Grace. I've never met anybody like you. I'm willing to fight for you no matter who with or how hard. I don't care if I barely know you, my mum always told me to follow my heart. Sarah you've stole my heart. Please, just be with me" he says as he ends up infront of me.

I pause for a second looking up into his eyes. I don't want to be someones possession, someone to play with. I don't want to turn out like Sarah - thrown away when the next girl comes across. I swallow back a lump in my throat. I'd love to be with Joe, but I'd never want Caspar to think he wasn't good enough. He's just a friend. And so should Joe be.

"No Joe" I say clearly.

His face drops. "W-what?"

"I said no. We're just friends. We barely know eachother and I'd never pick between you two, I'm not going to let you break your friendship over a fuckbuddy." I say turning around. Joe catches my wrist as I go to walk away.

"Grace...n-no. It's not like that. Your the only girl I've felt this way with" he says, his voice breaking.

"Let me go Joe" I say turning back to him. I don't want him to let go but I can't do this. He lets go of my wrist and lets it fall. I turn away from his face because his pain is causing my heart to break into a million pieces. I walk away, leaving my heart behind me.

WELLLLLLLLL. THAT ESCALATED QUICKLY!

Just to point out Caspar and Joe will make up(I know it's a spoiler but I don't want you's waiting for the next chapter wondering if they are going to make up- they will).

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