so far this trip has been... unique. we told them i'm pregnant but to keep it a secret. jaden has been smoking and drinking a lot more causing me to have to take care of him. i'm 7 months along in the pregnancy, and the baby shower is going to be when we come back. and how can i forget, girls has been all on jaden this whole trip.
"baby you have to drink so water." i say above him. he's throwing up his brains in the toilet and i'm trying my best to help. he slouches back into the bathtub and i give him the water.
"maybe you should take a break for drinking." i say rubbing his head. he nods and closes his eyes.
"no not yet." i pull him up and towards the bed and lays him down. this whole trip i feel like i'm not the pregnant one. i rub my back and lay down next to him turning off the light.
i wake up having to throw up and i run to the bathroom. "you okay?" jaden says rubbing his eyes. "shit you scared me." i say flushing the toilet. "i'm fine." i brush past him. "what's wrong with you." he says laying down next to me. "nothing. can we go back to sleep." i say closing my eyes. i feel his arm wrap around my waist and him getting closer.
i wake up and see that jaden wasn't next to me. "i know you weren't feeling the best yesterday so i got you some orange juice and oatmeal." he says opening the door. "i'm sorry i wasnt there for you at night." he says kissing my forehead. "apology accepted." i said taking a sip of the juice. "these kids were tearing up my insides yesterday." i says rubbing my stomach.
"leave mommy alone." jaden says to my stomach. "you wanna go to the pool later." he says taking a bite of the oatmeal. "that's disgusting." he said before spitting it out. "at least you tried." i smiled.
i get up out of bed and to the closet. "how about if we match swim suits." i say flipping through my stuff. "sure."
i pick out this orange bikini and he gets his trunks. we get dressed and walk downstairs and out the door. we walk over to the pool area to see that there are fans.
i go over to where quinton is with a fan a cover my self with a towel. "hey." i say to the two. "so whose the girl." i say to quinton. "some fan." he says back. i look down at the girls leg on him and nod slowly.
i look across the back yard to look for jaden and see him talking to that charly girl. i see her get closer and hand him a cup then him walking off. "that was weird" i say to myself. "hey quin can you get me a cup of water?" i say turning around to him. "know what , never mind." i say getting up. i take the towel and wrap it around my neck.
"there's a lot of fans here." i say rubbing jadens back. "yeah you okay?" he says turning around. "mhm." i say looks down and seeing the cup. "whose the drink for." i say. "oh charly , she asked for one.". he grabs my hand and leads me to the group.
"here you go charly." handing her the drink. she smiles before looking at me. "thank you jaden." she says staring at him. "soo." i say breaking
the awkward stare. she glares at me tilting her head. "uh." jaden says looking between us. "huh?" she giggles. "weird." i whisper to my self
