EPIPHANY { NamJin } #Completed

~ [ Pain ] ~

"Jin are you ready?"

"Give me second, Im coming Sandeul!"

"Okay! Im going down stairs, we will wait for you at the parking area!"

"Alright! Thanks!"

Its already one in the afternoon and time for them to go, Jin still fixing his thing for their Spring Break beach strolling with Sandeul and his boyfriend, but his mind still thinking about the last conversation with his friends left in Korea still upset and mad about their reaction.

A couple of minutes later and his done, he get his bag and small suitcase in his hand as he walk throughout their apartment door, looked it and go straight to the elevators few more minutes and he already in the parking lot, he greet Sandeul boyfriend and thank him for letting him to join them, Sandeul boyfriend just smile to him and said its not a big deal and they all jump in to his car and hit the road.

Jin stay at the back of the car and laid his head on the right side window as he watch some houses, trees and other People at the side of the road, he is happy and excited about their trip but his heart still empty, lonely and the pain raise everytime he remember the first and last message he receive from Namjoon after a year, it makes his heart ache telling that "Let him, he has the right" just like saying that its okay and they really don't have a chance to fix and get back together and totally being okay with their break up.

Maybe he is entertaining new People in his life now but still his not into the idea of having a relationship with someone else, his heart still beat for Namjoon even it is clear that he cheat on him, sad thoughts ran to his mind asking if Namjoon really love him back or just used him to overcome his past and weakness.

And he can't help it, his self esteem fall down terrible his confidence with his looks suck, questioning his worth and his capability to be loved, he already losing his own self having emotional tumult of anger, sadness and pain, too hurt being devastated with all the shit inside his mind and heart.

Thinking everything makes his eyes teary, his about to cry when he feels and realize that Sandeul and his boyfriend was looking and checking of him through the front mirror he immediately hide it with a force smile telling them that he feels a little sleepy as he moan and stretch his arms, the two just give him a nod and smile at him as he try to close his eyes without letting his tears falls and let his brain to rest.

Meanwhile in Korea.

"Namjoon~ahh! Are you okay? Fuck!"

"Yoongi Hyung! Im okay! Can you see? Im fucking okay!"

"Fuck! Hoseok get me some water and towel quickly!"

Hoseok almost stumble as Yoongi shout at him to get water and towel, he run immediately to the kitchen when he see Namjoon in the living room of their dorm almost bathe in his own vomit.

Hoseok quickly back with a bucket of water and clean towel in his hand and he immediately give it to Yoongi feeling sorry for what happened to his buddy.

"Hyung Im sorry, I couldn't stop him from drinking too much and I was a little drunk too"

"What else can we do? Just help me clean him up and take him to his room."

They cleaned Namjoon and brought it to his room as he already pass out, it was hard for the two to see their Buddy in that situation but they couldn't do anything to help and fix it, all they can do is to stay by his side.

Its been a year yet, they know Namjoon feelings for Jin never change his love for Jin has never diminished or decrease a little.

And now that they find out Jin is looking for new relationship, they know that his gonna be devastated too much, it hurts for them to see it but they have no way or no idea how to fix it, sometimes they tried to introduce Namjoon to other People or set him for a blind date inside the Organization but they did not succeed to make him happy or be into someone else.

Taehyung came back from photoshoot and he immediately run toward to his Namjoon Hyung room with concern and scared feelings written in his face. "What happen?"

"He drink too much, I can't control him." Hoseok said as he bowed his head and lowered his shoulder.

"I felt hurt and sorry for Namjoon Hyung, can't we just get him back to Jin Hyung? I mean it's been a year since that incident happened." Taehyung asked again looking relent to his Namjoon Hyung.

"If we only could do that, Im all in to it, but if you remember what happened to Jin Hyung, its more painful that he can be killed because of him and what if its happened again, we cannot put Jin Hyung life in that situation." Yoongi sad response to the youngest member of the gang.

Taehyung just looks sad and upset to his Yoongi Hyung answer that the saddest part of being part of Organization they also been aware of that, that's why they always careful and on guard with Jimin and Jungkook safety.

The three just leave Namjoon in his room lying in his bed when their phone beep and flush a purple message "BTS-M.R-23:00" they just look at each other and give a deep breath.

"Let's go without Namjoon and just update him when we got back" Yoongi said to them as they receive the message from BH.Co, the two just nod to him and walk toward each other room to prepare their self for the late night meeting that has been set a couple of minutes away.

Taehyung still a little hesitant to leave his Namjoon Hyung alone in their dorm as the sad thoughts run in his mind.

"Is this pain will fade away?
Is there any hope for them?
Will they ever be given the chance to see each other again?
Or just need to accept that their love story ended like this"