After Namjoon finish his main dish he excuse himself to take a leave earlier making a fake reason that he still feels desynchronosis and flight fatigue from traveling in the air for the first time and as soon as he receive the permission with his acting little sister and main target, he immediately left the Restaurant and proceed to the Hotel where he staying for a week.
His too afraid to face Jin again, afraid to lose his own guard down, since he still don't have enough courage to talk to him or be with him in the same room, his body still coping in shock after the surprise encounter with his beloved Jin Hyung as he enter his room he immediately take off all his clothes living only his boxers and enter to his small bathroom as he brush his teeth then return to bedroom and quickly fall to a king side bed reseeding on the center of his occupied room.
He keep staring in the white ceiling with his eyes widely open, he was too overwhelm to what happened at the dinner and its stressing him out as he use all the strength to overcome the situation, he almost lost to his emotions and forget the mission, too occupied with the enjoyment and happiness in every moment he spends with his precious beautiful Chef', he can't denied but he literally fall deeper in love again, well on the first place he never stop loving his Hyung and even if they stop their communication with each other and breaking up their relationship there's still no one can beat Kim Seokjin in his heart.
And tonight he just experience and taste again his mouthful delicious creation and he can testify it was true that "The only way to a Man's heart is through his stomach" and Jin literally get his heart out too hard that gives him a strong will and desire to win him back again, he just hope that he will accept and love him after knowing his two different life, one as a normal Medical Student with normal part time job in a small clinic in Seoul and other one is a sinful grim reaper of all the human demons in the society.
He just need to execute a plan and this plan must go well at the right time properly, without mistake and finish the mission flawlessly, so he can ask his Jin Hyung to meet him again and give him a chance to explain everything, he eagerly wanted him back to his arms again and to love him again and also be loved by him again as he wants to feel that sincere happiness he feels tonight and the joyful moment a year ago and those excitement and enthusiasm makes him alive again, he really wanted his Princess back.
And before he fall to his deep slumber he pick up his private phone that he use only for the BH.Co Agent and Assassin and immediately update his gang about his mission and wait for them to response.
🎵🔪B.T.S💣🔫
Guy's how are you? Updating you all. I already meet my main target tonight with Agent-143 and one more thing. I see Jin Hyung unexpectedly, I think, Mr. Bang and Agent-143 set me up to meet him by surprise. Fuck! I almost lost my focus.
RM🐨Wow! That's great Hyung! Did you get a chance to talk to him? If you think you are being set up to see your happiness again, I think you should be thankful to them, Mr. Bang is really a good Man, who accept and treat us properly even under this critical mission, I know his eyes are on us, watching our back and protecting us silently. As for my mission I already gathered all the information and location of victims and my target as well. Be careful Hyung's! See you all soon!
V🐅Good Job RM! Hoping you can settled everything to Jin Hyung, I want you to be truly happy.
As for my mission I already near the area just waiting for the right moment to attack, I already spotted my target! Good luck and be careful!
Suga🐢Talk to him RM, we want you to be happy, stop beating yourself up, we are always at your back, you should remember that often! As for my mission, I gather all the information I needed, Im planning to attack tomorrow night and kill my target, they already traveling some of the victims tonight, I already send message to the other Agent that waiting at port to save them. Good Luck guys! Take care! See you soon!
J-Hope🐎Yeah, your right V! Don't worry, I'm planning to talk to Jin Hyung after I accomplish this mission, its to risky for him to be near to me now, I don't want him to get involved unaware and defenseless again, Im planning to tell him everything but don't worry, I will not link anyone of you without your consent. Just be careful! See you all in Seoul soon!
RM🐨Namjoon release a long deep breath after reading all the response and he gain some relief that all of them are okay and doing fine with their separate mission and already getting their target ahead of time, he just hope everyone will accomplish the mission without anyone of them getting badly hurt.
He also feels some short of comfort as they still support him despite of the wrong decision he made a year ago, hurting his Jin Hyung is really a wrong decision and he regret it all but still they understand him and accept his decision without a doubt and they also stay with him and keep him accompany so he can continue and cope up with the pain in his heart and with that he calm himself let his body rest for a while and fall asleep.
Meanwhile, back in the Restaurant Jin return to the private room to serve the deserts and immediately noticed that Namjoon already left he felt a little pinch in his chest and feel the lost of the chance to talk to him and clarify the meaning of his call and ask about his true relationship with this Woman in front of him as he no longer interested to confront the Woman since Namjoon is near the place for him its much better if he could hear it from Namjoon than the other one.
He can also ask forgiveness if he done the wrong judgement about them and losing his trust and leaving him without giving him a chance to explain, its really make him confused from the situation back then to whats happening right now, because as far as he remember Namjoon said that he lost all his family in his younger age.
He want to settle and clear things with him while thinking maybe this will help him to totally move on with the pain in his heart or at least make a proper closure or maybe a chance to reconcile their relationship as he can't lie to himself that he still in love with Namjoon, its never fade away a little and maybe his angry and sad to what happened in the past and feel betrayed but if they are really siblings then his the one who makes a wrong accusations in that situation as he let jealousy get him as he put doubt to their relationship.
After finishing his last presentation, he immediately bid goodbye to his guest and left the Private room and he return to the kitchen to clean everything he use then he quickly report to his manager everything and also ask permission to go home earlier since he start his work ahead of his schedule, his Manager thank him and approved his request.
He immediately left the Restaurant and return back to his Apartment, his too exhausted to what happened early and still a little shock after seeing Namjoon he almost fall to his knees in front of them and lose his strength to control his emotions, the nostalgia feelings he felt on how he miss Namjoon and also the immediate return of all the memories with him running to his mind even its happy or painful.
He miss Namjoon so much from his dimple smile that always make him go crazy to his eyes and the way it shine and sparks while looking at him and his touches also his warm hugs and lovely kisses, he miss everything and every moments they shared and all the emotions he felt.
And as he enter his apartment, a mixed emotions immediately runs to his whole body that making him weak and slowly fall to the ground behind his close door as a bead tears falls again from his eyes and can't define what happening to him, he just wanted to cry and let out every emotions that he keeps holding on from the moment they locks their eyes together.
"He miss him and one thing is clearly sure, he still in love with him dearly, he still love that Pink Minion, his dork, his lover, his everything"
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Fanfiction~ Seokjin ~ "So weird, I, for sure loved you so much Adopted to you my everything, I wanted to live my life for you" "How to heal a broken heart from the pain that left you high in the air?" "A closure or a close to you more." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~...