my brothers best friend ~jackson felt story

part 13: weekend// part 9

i walked back inside to put my bowl away. "wassup y/n" jason said. "nothing" i said as i walked to my room. "are you okay?" jason asked. "yea yea i'm fine" i said as i walked up to my room. i opened the door and saw faith and emma in the room. "oh shoot, i forgot something" i said as i walked out of the room. i grabbed my phone and went down to the beach. i found a quiet little area where no one was. i turned on my phone and looked through my tagged again. i swiped through and watched all the ship edits. i saw all the comments saying "ship", "cutest people", "aweee". i watched edit after edit. after watching another edit i saw a tear drop fall on my phone. "fuck", i whispered. i wiped my eyes and laid back. why do i have to catch feelings? i really like this kid. i really don't want to, but i really do. his goofy smile, his stupidly adorable face, his fluffy hair, his dumb jokes, his goofy personality, everything about him makes it so hard not to fall for him. god damn it why do i have to feel like this. i don't want to admit my feelings because what if he doesn't actually like me. i mean i'm just joe and jason's sister. he's just playing along with his fans. he can't actually like me. why would he? he has so much. he has so many girls he could go for. he'd never go for me. or would he...

"y/n?" i heard a voice behind me. i wiped my tears with my shirt. i sat up and looked towards the ocean. "what are you doing over here?" the person said. "oh nothing haha just wanted some silence" i said. "are you okay?" they asked. "yep, like always" i said. "why are looking at ship edits?" the person said as they handed me my phone. "what, i was just uh checking my tagged" i replied as i quickly grabbed my phone. i turned my head to see who it was and it was payton. "oh it's you" i said as i looked back at the ocean. "nice to see you too" he said. "sorry, it's just... what you said, it's kinda got to my head" i said. "oh, i'm sorry" payton said as he sat next to me. "do you really think i'll hurt him?" i asked. "no... it's just, i don't want him hurt again, wait do you like him?" payton asked. "pfft...noooo....not at all" i said as my face heated up. "aweee you doooo" payton said. "shut up it's not like he actually likes me" i said. "what the fuck, are you on something?" payton said. "what?" i said. "dude, jackson never stops talking about you, he literally stalks your instagram and shows everyone your pictures, talking about how beautiful you are, i see him light up everytime he sees you, he literally blushes when i mention your name" payton said. "really?" i said with a small smile. "i swear" payton said. a huge smile grew on my face, and my face turned bright red. payton looked at me and laughed. "you look like a tomato" payton said with a small laugh. "shut up" i said as i smacked his arm. "wanna head back to the house?" payton asked. "yea" i replied. payton stood up then helped me up. we walked back to the house laughing at how red my face was. i saw jackson at the beach and waved. he saw me and waved back with a smile, but a few seconds later the smile faded. "his smile went away" i said to payton. "werid, probably just was distracted, he gets distracted easily" payton said. "yea probably" i said as we continued walking. we made it back to house and i changed into a bathing suit to go down to the beach to talk to jackson. i changed and went to my room. "what's sup ladies?" i said as i rubbed on sunscreen. "nothing" they both said. "i need to tell y'all something" i said. "spill" emma said. "i think i kinda like jackson" i blurted out. "WHAT" faith said. "I KNEW IT" emma said. "that's crazy" sam said. i turned around and saw sam standing in the doorway. "noooo you did not just hear that" i said. "oh but i did" sam said. "do not tell jackson please" i said. "my lips are sealed" sam said. "oh my god, i can't believe you heard that" i said. "glad i did, because i'm like 1000% sure he's a simp for you" sam said. my face turned red. "HAHAHA TOMATO" emma said as she pointed to my face. "shut up" i said. "you're such a simp" emma said. "shut up, you simp for sam" i said. emma stopped laughing and her face went red. "oh really" sam said with a smirk. "look who's the tomato now" i said. "you really shut her up" faith said. "y'all are bullies" emma said. "no, i think they should say more" sam said. "oh, we should" faith said as she looked at me. "DONT YOU DARE" emma said. "well..." faith said. "AHHHHHHHHHH " emma yelled over faith. "she talks about you and blushes when she does" i said quickly. "awe" sam said as he looked at emma. "you know i know where you sleep" emma said. "eh i don't care" i said. "fine let me go just tell jackson that you want to date him and kiss him and cuddle him" emma said. "SHUT UP" i yelled. "hmm not so tough now" emma said. "i ship sam and emma" faith said. "shut up faith you like jason" emma said. "WAIT WHAT" me and sam said in unison. "i hate you" faith said as she looked at emma. "YOU LIKE MY BROTHER HAHAHHA" i said. "i hate you more" faith said. "she likes him sooooo much" emma said. "sam or y/n, if you say anything, i will never forgive you and destroy you two" faith said. "i will say nothing" i replied. "lips are double sealed" sam said. "that was a lot of tea" sam said. "really was" i said. "anyway i'm gonna go rent a surfboard, bye ladies" sam said. "bye emma's boyfriend" faith said. sam smiled then left the room. "YALL ARE GONNA DATE BYE" i said as i ran out of the room. i heard emma yell "I HATE YOU" as i left the room. i ran up to sam and said "ask her out." "i'm going to but don't say anything okay?" sam said. "promise, y'all are gonna he so cute" i said happily. "thanks" sam said with a smile. i walked out of the house and went down to the beach. i saw jackson sitting on a towel. i walked up behind him and covered his eyes, "guess who." "y/n" he said annoyed. "what's wrong?" i said as i sat next to him. "nothing" he said. "no for real what's wrong" i said as i looked at him. "i don't know, why don't you ask payton" he said. "what?" i said confused. "you know i saw y'all walking from the secret little place laughing and smiling, you were bright red." jackson said, with a little sadness in his voice. "what, do you think we like did something?" i asked. "yea, you obviously like him" jackson said with a small voice crack as if he was gonna cry. i gently grabbed jackson's face and turned it towards me. "i don't like payton, i like...

i'm tired, also i'm back whoa, that's crazy
anywayyyyyyy thanks for reading and jj loves you
byeeeeeeee