I'm In Trouble

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Minhyun was really glad Baekho still wanted to have sex with him after what happened the last time he had tried to initiate although it really confused him as well. Wasn't he the one who didn't want it either so why was he being so willing now? The more he thought about it, the more distracted he got until Baekho smacked his head, bringing him back to reality.

"Stop thinking already. I'm not going to get hard if you don't do anything," Baekho said and Minhyun nodded sheepishly.

"Is it really okay? You won't hate me again?" Minhyun asked nervously and Baekho raised a brow at the male.

"Hate you? I never hated you. In the end, I couldn't even push you away that time because I knew I wanted it too. Just like you wanted to be held, I wanted to be loved," Baekho said and rubbed his neck. "But what's your deal anyways? Being so aggressive when I rejected you?"

"Huh? Well, I..." Minhyun fiddled with his fingers and Baekho realised they just might be going nowhere today. "Don't you already know? You did your research after all."

"Haha. You think that'll mean I know everything?" Baekho replied and tilted his head. Minhyun sighed and rubbed his neck. "If you're not ready to tell me, it's fine. You can just answer me this question. Does it have to do with a previous relationship?"

Minhyun flinched and nodded. Baekho nodded and took off his shirt. Minhyun's eyes immediately darted to his body. Baekho smiled and Minhyun just wanted to melt into his arms. Baekho made him want to change to be a better person for him. Only for him. He hugged Baekho and they sunk into the bed as their tongues met along with their lips. He never thought he would meet someone like this, especially not from someone who could have ruined everything he built up with just his fingers alone. Minhyun held his hands and tilted his head further to pressed deeper kisses against Baekho's lips that eagerly responded. Baekho lifted his legs and wrapped them around Minhyun's waist, pulling him down and moving against him. Again, the fire was lit within Minhyun and this time, Baekho's eagerness fueled him even more as he started trailing his kisses lower and marked along his neck. Hands shifting away to pull his shirt over his own head. He felt Baekho's body and wanted to mark every inch of this marvelous torso. He had touched others like this before but barely anyone made him crave it a second time except Baekho. He could do it over and over again without getting bored. Baekho whined softly when Minhyun placed gentle kisses on his body. It suddenly weird for Minhyun to be so gentle but guessed the other really regretted his actions. Minhyun moved back and his cheeks were flushed. He looked like he was in pain and Baekho wondered why.

"Oh," He muttered when he realised Minhyun was in pain because their hips were pressed tightly against his and he couldn't move. He loosened his legs and Minhyun let out a relieved breath. "Could have said something."

"I... Didn't want to... I might," Minhyun mumbled incoherently and Baekho pinched his cheeks. "Ow."

"Yah. Why are being like this? This isn't how you're like, right? Are you still that worried that I'll chase you away again?"

Minhyun showed a different pained expression, eyes tearing up a bit before he nodded. "I'm sorry. I keep having second thoughts now. I'll try not to get distracted when you're actually allowing me to do this."

Baekho touched Minhyun's cheek and he leaned into the touch. Baekho wondered if he accidentally reminded Minhyun of something when he had chased him away.

I like that you're broken.

Baekho blinked as he suddenly recalled Minhyun's confession. Now that he thought about it, there were times where the things Minhyun said didn't really make sense to him. And the thing that Jonghyun said too.

Why won't he love me

Minhyun's eyes became glassy and he closed them, gently kissing Baekho's palm. What happened to you, Minhyun? Those words became stuck in Baekho's throat as Minhyun suddenly drag his tongue along Baekho's fingers and taking them into his mouth. He was hesitant at first but still did it. Baekho gasped softly and the sight of the handsome male doing that somehow turned him on.

"You do know I'm bottom, right?" Baekho said and Minhyun paused, sucking in his fingers and nodding. He pulled them out and lowered Baekho's hand.

"Can you touch yourself?" Minhyun asked and Baekho blushed. He scoffed and nodded.

"Fine. Just for tonight," Baekho said, embarrassed that he had to do it himself.

"Have you done it before to yourself?"

"Not often but yeah," Baekho replied as he slid his pants off. Minhyun helped pull them out along with his underwear. Baekho took the lube bottle, not about to use his saliva alone since he had done that before and it was less pleasant. "What are you gonna do meanwhile?"

"Watch."

"E-eh?"

"You know where you feel good. I want to know too so... I'll watch. So I can make you feel better," Minhyun replied and Baekho batted his eyelashes in a panic.

"O-oh. I-I guess." He became even more nervous when Minhyun actually moved back and sat down. "Fuck... You're for real."

"Yes. I mean, it's not going to feel nice for you if I just keep doing whatever I want, right?"

"Yeah but this is even more embarrassing!" Baekho snapped and Minhyun pursed his lips. "Ugh. Alright, alright."

It wasn't like Baekho wished it was still the Minhyun who teased him all over to be taking initiative but right now, he sort of wished it was. He didn't think when someone actually paid attention to your needs, you will possibly get 100 times more shy and embarrassed. He poured the lube onto his hand and awkwardly positioned himself so his fingers could reach from the front. Minhyun's intense stare wasn't helping at all as Baekho started to touch himself. He bit his lip and pushed the first finger in.