I'm In Trouble

Clip 47

Baekho turned red since he wasn't expecting Minhyun to say that.

"Geh- uh- I mean, S-sure. N-now?" Baekho blurted out and Minhyun nodded. "Sure you're not forcing yourself?"

Minhyun nodded and gripped Baekho's hand. "I'm very sure."

"Alright then. Let's go inside first, shall we?"

Minhyun let go of Baekho so he could open the shutters and they both hurried inside. Baekho went to find his stuff after closing up while Minhyun followed behind quietly. He only briefly paused to take a look at the fishes in the large tank. He wondered if Baekho had refused to stay with him because of them. Now that he thought about it, his apartment wouldn't nearly be big enough to fit an aquarium this size but shifting here didn't seem like such a bad idea either. It was for the most part quiet and away from most people which made it the ideal spot for him after work. The peace was nice and frankly, the place could use some brushing up but Minhyun had wanted to wait for Baekho to finish the case before suggesting anything too bold and he had needed to recover too.

"Okay. Uh... I've got everything. Let's head up?"

Minhyun nodded and they both went to Baekho's bedroom. Baekho laid out a sheet before biting his lip a little. "Uh... I'm gonna go clean up first. You okay with waiting for a bit?"

"Oh. Yeah, sure. I can wait," Minhyun said and meant it. He would wait for Baekho no matter how long it took. Because Baekho was Baekho. He was not his ex. Baekho wouldn't leave him hanging and he really didn't. Baekho smiled nervously and hurried into his bathroom as Minhyun took a seat on the bed. He covered his eyes and breathed in.

That man has no more control over me. I will live my life as I want and it is to be by Baekho's side. You don't matter anymore for you never loved me from the beginning.

Minhyun laid down on the bed as he waited patiently for Baekho, wondering if he should take off his clothes. He decided to pull his top off but stopped there. He felt nervous since he wasn't sure if his body was going to accept this but he believed it would. If he can accept Baekho mentally, why not physically? It was what started it all after all.

"Ahem..."

Minhyun propped himself up with his elbows and his eyes twinkled as Baekho came out from the bathroom with only his underwear on, hands on his hips and flexing his muscles.

"Crap. I'm so not cool," Baekho blurted out, feeling embarrassed and Minhyun laughed.

"I think you're cool. A little awkward but you know how to make me laugh," Minhyun replied and Baekho hopped onto the bed.

"Let's just skip the sappy talking then. Don't think that suits either of us well."

Minhyun chuckled and nodded in agreement. Baekho stared at Minhyun who took a deep breath.

"Okay. Um... I'm going to kiss you."

Minhyun nodded again and shut his eyes. Baekho wondered why this suddenly became such an awkward thing. Baekho scooted closer and realised Minhyun was squirming slightly. He smiled and placed his hand on Minhyun's curled fist.

"Relax. I'm not going to attack you," Baekho said as the other flinched. "Don't forget who attacked who first."

"En..." Baekho pressed his lips against Minhyun's and clutched his face so he couldn't run. He deepened the kiss on purpose and found Minhyun shuddering, trying to move away but he held on, pressing slow wet kisses onto the other's lips. Minhyun whined and gripped Baekho's shirt, trying to stop the urge to push him away. Baekho's tongue ran along his lower lip and Minhyun flinched, forcing them to part. "B-Baek-"

"Look only at me. Think only of me," Baekho said sternly, grabbing his head to stop him from moving away. "I don't know who you saw earlier and I don't care whose dick you've had in your mouth before but right now, I just want you to focus on me. I'm here and they're not."

Minhyun gasped and panted softly. He pursed his lips and nodded. "I'm sorry."

"Don't be sorry. You just... Need to get back some self esteem. I guess?"

"You're right. They're not here. Even though he was so close."

"Minhyun."

Minhyun flinched and looked at Baekho who was glaring slightly but it wasn't one filled with hatred or any of the sort.

"Ah..." Minhyun let out a long sigh and placed his hand on Baekho's nape. "I'll look only at you and no one else."

They went in for another kiss. This time, Minhyun felt better and a bit more confident. Baekho was also looking at him, no, he was always looking at him. Even when he was on the case, he worried about Minhyun more and always kept him first. Minhyun wanted to repay that even if he didn't know how to. He wasn't used to this if he had to be honest. To have someone genuinely look pass all the bad and good and just... Just to look at him. Their kisses started small again, just gentle presses on the lips but then Minhyun started moving forward, feeling the fire light up in the pits of his stomach again. It was Baekho, Baekho who could do this to him. Even when the urge to hurl came up, Baekho managed to push it down with just a kiss. It didn't feel disgusting, it didn't make Minhyun feel terrible.

"If you hate something, say it out," Baekho whispered. "If you love something, say it out too."

Baekho started to trail kisses along Minhyun's neck, surprising the pop star who chewed on his lower lip. His hand trailed down on Minhyun's torso. Minhyun gulped and found his body reacting to Baekho's touches nevertheless. Baekho glanced up at Minhyun whose cheeks were burning red and eyes half closed. He smiled and continued kissing lower. His chest, his abs, his bellybutton. Minhyun stiffened when Baekho stopped at the hem of his pants and lifted his head up again, pressing another kiss on his lips.

"I love you."