I fell in love with a bad boy

Hidden feelings

Sasha dragged me all the way home while I just let Sasha drag me, shocked of what just happened not having any thought about scolding Sasha.
"Hey are you ok mikasa? You seemed down, drained." Sasha said worried
"Yeah I'm fine" I said softly. Looking down
" are you sure? From the looks of you, your "face" is telling me that you're not alright." She said sounding like she's an expert.
" I'm really fine Sasha let's not repeat this again or else our arguing will reach a thousand times." I told her stating the obvious.
After a minute of silence and walking. We finally arrived at my house. Sasha always accompany me home, that's our daily routine.
Sasha opened the door and ran directly to our kitchen where my mom is cooking. That girl eats a lot but never gets fat.
"Hi Mrs. Ackerman, what are you cooking?" Sasha said while hiding her drool.
"For the 10th time Sasha please call me mom, I'm cooking pasta" my mom said still eyeing on her cooking.
" ok mom, ohhhh yummmmmmm!." Sasha said shyly
"Do you want to stay for dinner?" My mom said turning off the stove.
"I'd love to but I still got to help my mom do chores, well I better get going. Bye mom bye mikasa!" She said while closing the door.
" so mika? How's your first day of school?" My mom said excited to hear the news.
" don't even ask" I said slyly going up the stairs.
" ok mika dear do you want to have some pasta?" My mom asked.
" no thanks mom, I'll pass for today." I said finally in my room.
" oh dear, what could have happened in school? Maybe I should have asked Sasha." Mrs. Ackerman said worried.

I lied down on my bed, lazily. Hugging my pillow.
Why am I affected this much? Do I like him? I just met him and then I like him? I should hide these feelings of mine or else I'll get hurt and I don't want that feeling. Maybe I should forget him forget everything that happened today and start a new tomorrow. I thought slowly drifting to sleep.